At 8:11 AM on Wednesday, June 30, 2004

In the mood for chocolates..
Listening to chocolate by Kylie M.


Kylie Minogue! She is freaking old, and freaking petite. But look at how gorgeous she still is, despite those many characteristics many others would consider "flaws".

I am supposed to be asleep right now. School is going to spread me very thin. I wish this happens literally. Haha. From early morning, all the way to 6pm. Not that I am not used to this sickening sort of timing. But. Urrgh. That's why I absolutely have to blog!! Can "blog" replace "bitch"? Haha. Blogging, is like spilling your thoughts to the bloody cyber plate, we call Internet. Bitching or rather spilling out your thoughts is considered human, because it involves a human-human relationship. Whatever*.

Among my hopes for the semester, amongst all others, is people management be much more efficient and easier to handle for me. Bleahs. I miss RiDe. Boo. And yeah, FM is going to be accounting.. LiNN.. h e l p!!! Shit shit, triple shit mans..
And my migraines are getting from bad to worst. It's been attacking me daily for a week now. And panadols or other forms of remedies are not working. Shite*.

PS: I have two invites left for gmail. Meaning altogether I have 3. But since I used 1, Im left with 2. 3-1=2 .. you know? Hehe. It is good lar.. the total number of emails you can keep inside is ENORMOUS. 1000MB. Much much more than Yahoo or hotmail... and you can use search to find a specific email in your inbox. Anybody up for it?
..............
Alrite pple, be smart and bring it off

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 7:47 PM on Tuesday, June 29, 2004

I am feeling nostalgic..
Listening to This Love by Maroon 5..


Happy Birthday to "Anna & RiDe"! Okay, so the figurines on the cake depict a hugging couple ok. Don't get any other ideas~ Btw, I love you, RiDe.

Supposed to be having my financial management class at 10am. But apparently, there isnt any class.. so from the LRT station, I turned around and head for home. Haiz. I was actually looking forward to the class. Don't know why.. but I think I might just about enjoy it compared to the rest of my other classes. Haha. chuckles*. Yesterday was the first day. Okielar. Boring, actually. Everyone looks the same. Everything else works the same. Only that the pressure is increased.
...............
If love were liquid it would drown me,
In a placeless place refine me,
If love were human it would know me,
In a lost space come and show me..

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 10:15 AM on Sunday, June 27, 2004

Missing so much the holidays..
Explosive played by Bond..

Ganbette!


They say a picture paints a thousand words. I guess.. then.. I dont have to say anything here to get the idea across. winks*.

No more.. waking up at leisurely hours.
No more.. going out at leisurely hours.
No more.. DVD/VCD watching.
No more.. Spongebob Squarepants.
No more.. coming home late at night.
No more.. internet surfing at a leisurely pace.
No more.. holidays.

Here comes.. stress.
Here comes.. expectations.
Here comes.. demands.
Here comes.. people management.
Here comes.. writing notes and more notes.
Here comes.. fixing dates and times.
Here comes.. accounting?
Here comes.. revision and reading ups and more of them.
Here comes.. school.

To my future project mates, let us work together hand in hand, in harmony and in full co-operation. Nobody likes backstabbing, bitching, gossiping, waiting around for due parts to come in. Let's make it so much easier for ourselves this time. Work*. It is easier said than done, true. But we can make it happen if we want to make it happen. After all, the drama last year should be enough to leave a bitter aftertaste.
Ganbette!!!
.................
Here we go again..

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 8:33 AM on Saturday, June 26, 2004

S-A-D is the feeling!!!
Linger by Cranberries is the song!!!


Carmen Electra. Looks gorgeous as a bride! Her husband cried when he saw her in the wedding dress.

Saturday! Tomorrow is Sunday- the transitional day to the day. Haha. 28th of June. No longer the junior, nor the senior-est.. rather the senior-er? Whatever*. Today is pretty boring actually~ Migraine attack hit home.. and all my prior plans sorta flew out the window.. Just lay on the bed, head pounding like mad.. so I just sorta glue myself to the TV.. and my head stil pounds! Blearghs.
And I found out that Saida is actually some place in some foreign country. (Read Spain?)
......
Come ere..

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 8:19 PM on Friday, June 25, 2004

Feelings are beyond sorrow..
Seal sings Kiss From A Rose...


This picture describes how Im feeling, far far too well. Will I ever get out of feeling this way? Argh. This time, noone can help me.

F***. F***. F***. Sighs*. Really. There is this huge black cloud over my head. Of sorrow. Of mystery. I want to know if this feeling is going to last for eternity! Blah. Day by day, night by night, the feeling gets stronger and stronger until I fear that one day, it might just solidify to become a living thing, alive to torment the shit out of me. More sufferings are not needed! I have had enough of them on my hands. Bloody hell. Ok. What am I rambling about again? Haha. Fuck. =X

A few hours ago, I helped Edwina in her drama production, by ushering the guests in. Hrm. Okaylar. How to explain. Just usher is usher rite? Hahaha. (I am like so talking crap).
But the funny part was when me and Har.. hehe.. did some food-stealing.. =P (Edwina, dont get mad ok. Hahaha~) But we had good time catching up on stuffs. The incoming semester.. a whole bunch of new modules.. seem interesting.. and there is one, which uses accounting.. LINN, HELP ME!!!! (I am no accounting nut.) shudders*

...................
Sadness sucks..


Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 9:25 AM on Thursday, June 24, 2004

Tremors of anger running thru my veins..
He is singing.. Been Thinking About You..


She hates ART, I hate DOGS!!!

I know some of you out there loves dogs. Furry, little creatures.. loyal, playful.. "Man's best friend".. *rolls eyes* but not my best friend, excuse me. I have never had any feelings towards dogs.. just as I see butterflies fluttering by,leaves falling down.. No, I mind my own business, they mind theirs. Right? But what have the dogs done to make me feel this way? Ahahkz. I had a fun time running away from a dog a few hours ago.. "round and round the mulberry bush".. was with my sister.. but the dog seemed to love me more, so it chased me.. I never knew I had such talents in the athletic area.. chuckles*. But when it started to chase my sister.. God!.. speed vs speed.. I never knew I had undug potential in the defense area too... I threw my heavy slipper at the dog.. causing it to go "woof!" and chased me again.. til the stupid bloody owner caught up with his own dog and hugged it. The owner was like super slow sia! I can see him increasing speed, but still slower than the dog, me and my sister. Tsk!! Asshole. One experience is enough k!Im carrying a gun wherever I go now.
...............
Waiting and waiting...

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 7:33 AM on Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Aching for RiDe
Grooving to Chocolate crooned by Kylie~

RiDe

Painful day. Went out in my favourite sandals, was halfway to the bus stop, and then the strap broke. Went home, put on my high heels instead. BIG MISTAKE.
I had not worn them for some time.. and I ended up with a terrible blister. Was in pain the whole day. Towards the end.. when I reached my home bus stop, I took the heels off and walked barefooted all the way home. =X

Dunno why.. the whole day til now.. my mind is continually filled with..

RiDe

RiDe

RiDe

RiDe

RiDe

RiDe

RiDe

RiDe

Am I going crazy or what?
They say, the feelings sorta fade away with Time..
But why are mine getting a stronger foothold everyday?
And he doesnt know..
Wont it be lovelier if RiDe is writing this abt me?
Wont it be lovely..
(DrEaM, dReaM, DrEaM~)

...............
At times like these...
I wish I could read...
Into the future...

sighs..

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 10:12 AM on Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Feeling so so like a lowlife..
There goes Sexy Lady by Shaggy

Hot

The days are getting hotter. I really wish it will cool down to its normal temperature, so I can at least have more dressing options. Making use of my cardigan, for instance. My brother has taken the liberty to take his fourth bath for the day. It is that hot!

And every night, at midnight, I get disappointed over and over again. You enjoy doing this to me, dont you!!!??!! Argh. screams in frustration*. When will I smile? When?!! ArgH!!!!!! Stress! Stress! Stress!!!! Screams even louder*.

Bleahs.

And of course, bathing has become my favourite-est hobby these days.. and its so bordering on addiction, if the hot weather refuse to simmer down! screams in agony*.

..............
Melting..

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 2:07 AM on

In a state of wonderment..
Sounds of Everytime by Britney Spears

Paralyzed


As my mind has not been put under the challenges of the society as yet, it began wondering. And for some unknown reason, I am reminded of my primary school days. The bad side of it. Haha. I remember...

Yiling - I kicked her leg and it broke. The ankle became swollen, and she had to be on crutches for a few weeks.

Nur - I slapped her face, a couple of times.

I felt bad about Yiling.. because I didnt know my kick was that hard til she was that injured. But for Nur, haha.. I wished I had punched her face instead. =) Reasons not disclosed here.

The lower secondary school years.. haha.. of course, in a school like NASS, not being involved in the numerous gang/clique fights was being idealistic. You are in the fight, whether you want to or not.

The rest, til now.. is ok.. luckily. haha~ =) Stupid times, those times..

Right now, the right part of my face is feeling kinda swollen.. pain sia.. wtf happened..

And RiDe.. is missing in action. Wonder where has RiDe gone to~ Sighs.. Always always missing.. Always...

....................

Come home to me...

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 5:25 AM on Monday, June 21, 2004

Feels like mocha frap..
Sounds like Superstar..


How to make a Saida
Ingredients:

3 parts intelligence

1 part crazyiness

5 parts energy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of emotion and enjoy!

....................
Life has gotten a little mundane, hasnt it?

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 6:26 AM on Sunday, June 20, 2004

Tremors of head-ache
I hear the stupid sounds from Suria Channel..

Fetishes

Headache!! I am not a fan of headaches, especially the type of one I am having today. The ache actually moves along with the movement of my head. Irritating right? If it comes out of my head, I will squash it like a bug.

Squash*. Squash*.

Supposed to go out today. But, this big bug in my head was a huge obstacle. Slits eyes*.
There were guests in my house just now.. My uncle and his wife (the newly wed couple).. I had talked about them before in a previous entry, along with a few of my aunts are here in my house. Of course, it is a tradition for malay newly wed couples to go around visiting relatives after their wedding, bringing along with them, usually the pictures of their wedding and/or their honeymoon photos. My uncle went to Australia. =)

The surprise of the day was my aunt. Throughout the day, I am sure there is this foul expression on my face. I think I was carrying this look through the day. Haha.
When my aunts and the couple walked into the house, I had to kiss their hands.. each of them mentioned the foul expression on my face.

"Why your face so sour?"

"Why such a long face?"

"You sick?"

blah blah..

But only one.. just this one aunt hit the right spot..

"What sadness is there in your eyes!"

She said this as she stroked my cheeks. My aunt is a very loving person. She still kisses and hugs her children openly.
And I am so surprised that she knew how I was feeling, just by looking at me.
Others will believe that I am happy, if I put on a happy face. Most will fall for the trap.
But my aunt will always see right through it.
I was amazed, and a little touched. Because she said it in the presence of
everyone else in the house.

.................

Before the whole group went off, my aunt hugged me and told me, "I love you, darling."

God, Im touched. Tears in my eyes*.

Haha. Touchy me. Well, this sort of affection in my family is very hard to come by.

I love you, too.

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 8:42 AM on Saturday, June 19, 2004

Kinda feeling in the dumps
Ears arched for no music this time

Whatever

I am blogging at 11.46pm
Stating this because Im unbothered to change the time settings
I had a cosmic day
Among the things I did were going to the beach, visited my aunt, went over to my granddad's place..
Have the urge to burn myself
Because the pain is getting unbearable
And.. it really shoved my cheeriness
If not for certain obligations, I think I would skip school as well til I get better
Thinking of.. that...
Am of the opinion that I have been.. and have always been..

.................
They just keep rolling..

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 8:33 PM on Friday, June 18, 2004

Feels like a wornout Superwoman
Ears out for the cartoon voices from the TV outside

48 hours

That's right. It's been officially 48 hours since I last slept. I could not bring myself to sleep. And it sure gets tiring to have to relive the horror. And this morning, something really stupid happened. Haha. Ok, since I havent slept at all, I am sooper dooper high-strung, my mind was flickering around, cant really focus. When I was taking my bath, I wanted to brush my teeth. I cant remember much abt what I did til I was brushing my teeth, and when I was about to spit out the foam or watever you call it, it tasted funny. The first thing that came to my mind was, "Has the fluoride in the toothpaste gone stale?" Then I smelt something. I smelt the toothbrush and from the foam, lingered the fragrance of my facial wash. I had brushed my teeth using my facial wash. Yay. Now the back of my tongue tastes so soapy. =(

...............

How do I fall asleep again?
Ahh well. Day is not going well at all.
Sighs. Saddened.

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 12:40 PM on Thursday, June 17, 2004

Feels like Murder on the Dance Floor

DaMseL in DiStResS

With both my feet tapping on the floor in the attempt to shake away the pain and the fear in me, I blog. Typing takes away the irritation for now. If I dont sleep at all tonight, I will have not slept for over 36 hrs already.. I thought the fatigue from yesterday will put me right to sleep. Boy, was I wrong. As soon as my eyes were about to close down happily, the pain began. I could not bear it any longer, I went out, watch Harry Potter, came back and blog. My eyes are jerked awake because of the pain.
Im seriously close to going berserk already. I need anaesthetics, just anything to numb this.

.................

When will all these stop?
On another note, pple.. don't have to panic ok.
Dont want to squabble over sth like this.
But I truly appreciate the concern.
=)

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 8:48 PM on Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Feeling kinda ::Put out::
Tuning to ::Enter Sandman by Metallica::

Red Bean Scare


Havent slept for over 24 hours now. Walked around Little India with a big high. The high of that need to just cradle my head in a snuggly pillow. Oh. When I watched Sniffles in Happy Tree Friends get her tongue stuck to ice and got cut off by an army of ants, I thought that was unrealistic til it happened to me. (minus the ants part however) Haha. Treated myself to a Red Bean Ice cream.. It was still icy and stuff.. I sucked on it, and suddenly I couldnt pull the icecream out of my mouth, my lower lip was stuck to the ice!! =S I yanked it as I dont know what else I should do. (Ice do have strong suction power uh?) And of course, it ended up bleeding. I ate red bean icecream sprinkled with traces of blood afterwhich. Arh well. Tough.

Thank you pple for asking..
But I'm fine, really. =)
Oh well, since RiDe is busy with his Raven Shield. Maybe he misses his army days?
I shall make myself busy with my own "battle".

..................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 9:09 AM on

Nerves of ::Jitters::
Chilling to ::Fade to Black by Metallica::

Been thinking about ::The danger I am in::
Hopes that ::Everything will just work out fine::
Wishes for ::Just two more shots::

Day was fine. Finally bought a big bottle of vinegar. If Im not careful.. I might just turn back to the pills..

Today it suddenly hit me that.. one of the reasons why I love RiDe so much is because..

"He can really make me smile.. from the inside.. even when I try not to..."

............

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 8:25 PM on Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Mood ::Don't ask::
Music ::Hey Ya by Outkast::


"Magic Cornshell, will I ever get marr~ied?"

"Maybe someday.."


.....................

<3 <3 <3

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 8:01 AM on

Mood ::Cosmic::
Music ::Linger by the Cranberries>

WroNgLy SeReNadED


Considering that nobody ever reads my blog carefully.. I dont think anyone would even notice me pouring my heart out here at all... When I look through my blog once again upon reaching home, reading the previous entry especially... I realise that those tangible things, even if I don't have them, they are not necessary. I wish.. I have a close buddy who I can talk to about how I feel, what I am going through without judging me, without seeing me in a different light after knowing my problems. Everyday this sickness of mine is getting worst, and although I have hinted it many times, nobody noticed. Maybe I prefer everything to be a secret, maybe I dont. But I know people will be angry when they know. In the end, I will still be the blamed one. What do people see when they read this blog? Do their eyes just scan over everything without digesting?

<3 <3 <3

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 7:15 AM on Monday, June 14, 2004

Mood ::High::
Music ::Going for Gold by Shed Seven::

BaThiNg in ViNeGaR





Been told that I need to include vinegar in my shower to reduce this sickness I have. A relative told me it would make the pain go away forever. Should I? But it's a tad too expensive. shrugs*. Havent taken my Hepatitis B jab.. damn. Hope I wont be too late. I wish I have games to play the whole day. I wish I have softwares to manipulate with the whole entire freaking day. I wish.. I wish I have a digital camera.. Day was not too bad. Devil was Angelic. f***. Maybe I shall update later. Til then, adios~

............

I'd give up my life to make you happy...
sacrifice everything even my own happiness...
it's what you mean to me...

Then give your life to me...
It's what would make me happy..


<3 <3 <3

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 4:53 AM on Sunday, June 13, 2004

Mood ::Lonely and miserable::
Music ::Hero by Mariah Carey::


Seriously. What is the ooomph about this guy (I dont even want to mention his name) other than he has money, money and fame and fame? Look at his open mouth for God's sake! How I pray that a whole beehive of bees go into that open mouth and just... do their job from inside. winks*. Please. For a guy who can destroy a girl's emotions like that (ref to Britney), the bees thing is like a blessing to him. =) No wonder Britney goes mad and need therapist counsellors around her.. 24 hours.

Another day has passed. Miserably. And Lonely-ly. Haha. What a word. Slaps forehead*. I realise that in addition to my abilities in the education/research field.. I think I can do very well as a secret agent or spy. private joke to myself*. Hehehehe.

Oh, I went to my mom's shop again today. Because I was bored, and the house was almost throwing me out. Really! And because my siblings wanted to eat. I didnt want to. I lost my appetite.. these days, I dont feel too well, actually.

Mdm C. was there again. Today, I discovered.. that she.. in addition to her rojak language.. can speak BOYANESE!!! Hail Mdm C.!! My native language, by the way, which embarassedly I dont know much except a few of them.. (vulgarities to be exact) Heheh. She was speaking to my dad in Boyanese. I was more disguisted than happy or pleasantly surprised at that.

After which, I went home. Drooled over a few Hindi VCDs. Gosh.




ArJun RamPaL. A guy who just cannot act.. oops. SHOULD NOT. He was a model.. and I think he should just remain that. He looks too good to be moving around. Hehehe. winks*. =P
Anyways, Spongebob and gang are super dooper funnily cute. Band Geeks is the cutest!~


..............
A Lonely Nutcase.

<3 <3 <3

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 8:52 AM on Saturday, June 12, 2004

Mood ::Lonely::
Music ::Love will Keep us Alive by the Eagles::


Let's play 20 questions. First, what do all these three featured people here have in common? winks*. Please ask for details. Will gladly be provided. =)

NEOPOLITAN ice-cream. Blesses of all blesses. Finally found one today. Not that I need it, looking at how physically unsatisfying I am. shrugs*. The last time I had that, I was like, 11 years old? Magnolia brought it back again. It's a trio ice-cream of vanilla, chocolate & strawberry.

Right. So let me start blogging here, like the normal bloggers would.. talk about their days and blah blah blah.. Went to my mom's shop about noon. Waited for her to be done and over with her work, so me and my two other siblings had our drinks. Imagine the next scenario, this old Chinese lady cleaner.. (NOTE that I have nothing against cleaners or old ladies, but this one really socks my ass) =) rolls eyes*.
She speaks in the rojak language ::hindi+malay+english:, so for the sake of the understanding of my readers, I shall translate it all.

Mdm C : Ok ok, finish up your drinks, I want to clean. (gesturing at our floor area)

Me : Hello auntie, we are not even quarter-way through our drinks yet and these are HOT drinks.

Mdm C : What are you doing here? (THE NERVE OF HER!)

Me : (Visibly irritated) I am waiting for my mother!

Mdm C : You can move to another table in another area, can still see your mother what!

Me : I refuse to budge! (firmly gripping my drink)

[So, Mdm C. moves away mopping other areas not touching my area and stops at this chinese family's table, just about one table apart from mine]

THE FREAKING NERVE! She actually complained to them!

Mdm C :Look at those Malay kids! So troublesome. U see ar, got many seats there right? Why they cannot move? Trouble my mopping time!

[Chinese family nods and nods their heads.]

Though I visibly noticed that she didnt ask THEM to move or prop up their FEET!

My brother had a rough experience with her. She threw away my brother's lemon tea can drink, when it was still half full and said she wanted to mop the area. She is lucky she is old. =X

Sighs*. Feel so lonely in the evening. Don't know why. Looked out my window up to the sky. So beautiful, so pretty. I should be out there and playing. But I am at home, rotting away. And all my buds are busier than the bees. Why they so hardworking sia?~

....................


I'm sorry that I hurt you
It is something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And be the who catches all your tears...


<3 <3 <3



Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 9:20 PM on Thursday, June 10, 2004

Mood ::Cookies::
Music ::I Love Rock N Roll by Joan Jet & the Blackhearts::

BORED! I am not in the mood for pictures today. To get picture I will have to resort to:

= holding the mouse

= moving the mouse, thus moving the cursor all over the screen

= start searching for pictures

= blah blah blah..

= upload... tada!

That is such a huge responsibility. Argh.. save me from it today ok. shrugs*. Today is purely boring boring boring boring boring... I want to go out and play pool (real!), watch movie after movie, eat tubs of ice-cream and cookies, laugh, crack stupid jokes, laugh, walk, goggle at nice shoes, .... and not sit in front of this stupid computer and blog! Alright.. I take that back.. and not sit in front of this computer and watch porn! Ooops.. ok.. I take that back.. and not sit in front of this computer! Better now. winks*. But what can I do? Nothing, but just sit at home and rot. tearing now*. K, better get going.. to have my boring and alone lunch..

OK, OK, I cant stand it... here goes...



Maksim. The Piano Player. Don't look like one. He seems as though a guitar might fit him better. But all's cool and he's all talented. Haha. And upon a check, I realise up to date, I have most of his songs compared to other artistes. grins*.

<3 <3 <3


Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 5:42 AM on Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Mood ::Hakuna matata::
Music ::Gates of Babylon by Rainbow::




From top left; Maksim, Metallica, Beyonce Knowles.
From bottom left; Radiohead, Roy Orbison, Jessica Simpson.
Now what do all these people have in common?


MuSiC is GoLdEn. SiLenCe iSn'T.
This is a familiar conversation in my Life:
XXX being the general people.
XXX : Hey.

Me : Hey hie.. smiles*.

XXX : What kind of music do you like?

Me : I listen to everything.

XXX : (smiles and changes topic, thinking "Gosh, she knows nothing man. How can she have no faves? Bleah. Maybe she's too lazy to talk about it.)

Nah.
I really meant it when I said I listen to everything, whatever genre in music. Im tolerable of any genres. For faves, they are mostly songs and they spread through genres too. I don't know. Maybe I should count myself lucky. I'm pretty much surrounded by music or musical people. When I was younger, I listen to rock, metal songs thanks to my uncles who lived with me at that period of time. Where other girls are raving shit over Backstreet Boys, I was listening to... Gates of Babylon by Rainbow. As for commercialized mainstream songs, well, everyone gets surrounded by them pretty much all the time. Malay songs, my mom and sister. The classical songs --> my brother who plays the keyboard. I play it too, but not as major as him. The oldies, school, and pretty much my uncles too. Recently, I got to know Maksim. The Croation piano player. He is awesomely talented. He turns classical piano into I dont know what to call it but he makes it more relate-able and beautiful. He re-plays old classical pieces in a rock+piano style.. see.. even I find it hard to explain.. hehehe.. but he is just one beautiful player.

MuSic. Lives in Each & Everyone. Of uS.

To music lovers out there, live on.


<3 <3 <3

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 6:59 PM on Monday, June 07, 2004

Mood ::Crashed::
Music ::Crash Push by Robi Draco Rosa::

Haha. As RiDe is now no longer an active onlin-er, I don't think he would mind being tekan here abit. Hahahhaa!!! winks*. Went out yesterday with Achilles*. Hahaha. Nice nick right? Achilles. (With Love, from Troy) winks*. From this cute one's little short getaway, I was given pressies.. beautiful pressies!!! yay!~ I think I had too much caffeine yesterday.. I had tea for lunch and tea for dinner. It's weird, I used to be able to go on drinking more and still fall asleep. Weird weird weird. Watched Harry Potter. Boy, is he growing up.. smirks*. I think this one is better than the first two.. majorly because it's under a different director. And guess who is the director? The same one who directed "Y Tu Mama Tambien" starring who??? Diego Luna Alexander!! grins*. Anyway.. I have an award to give out.
This year's Best Cartoon goes to the very much deserving.... drum rolls please*...

HaPpY TrEe FriEnDs


You may be thinking.. "Why are such gory horrific toons the best?!"
Aha. Here I have some answers for the curios mind!

[1] Cute, hoppity-hoppity cartoons are just plain stupid.

[2] Happy Tree Friends is a literary achievement! It beats every cliche to happy cartoons, or normally known as the normal cartoons. =)

[3] Happy Tree Friends, its crew and so on.. are just BRAVE, they do away with the redundancy to cover up.

[4] Think about it and give me example of well-known cartoons that are not violent? Even sweet bugs bunny irritate the shit out of fellow characters, resulting in chasing around, crashing into walls and bricks, the use of dynamites to stall opponents' movement. Aren't all those violent? What do you think kids feel or think when they see this? "Irritating mummy must be fun, since bugs bunny do it too. Let me find those dynamites. If mummy dont buy me enuff sweets, I will blow her up! Hehehehe." Powerpuff girls? There's mojo jo jo (dunno how many jos). Chasing around bad people requires violence. Dexter's Lab? I can go on for hours u noe!! If you had wanted to include Bananas in Pyjamas or Hi-5, I'm sorry, but, those are NOT cartoons. =) smirks*.

[5] Therefore Happy Tree Friends is a brave cartoon, instead of pretending to be all hushy hushy abt it, they take away the curtains and give you the real violence itself. Why take your time to chase around other toons? Anyway, each Happy Tree Friends episode last for about 2 minutes or less.

[6] But no worries! You can still "awww.." over the cute cuddly looking characters (before they end up getting themselves slaughtered)They are cute and cuddly like your dolls at home~.

Ok ok.. here's how cute they can look like...



Altogether now.. let's say "Awwwwwwww..........."

Alrite, enuff of wise cracking from me, I am out to get some fresh air!


<3 <3 <3

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:02 AM on Friday, June 04, 2004

Mood ::Smiley::
Music ::It must be Love by Roxette::


Despite that stupid headgear, I am still fascinated by Troy. I want to watch it again! And again! And again! Okie, I think you'd have gotten the point by now. haha.

Eventually, I came to this conversation with myself ..::..

Me :: You are tired, you have had a long day and you need to sleep. It's 2am!

I :: I just got to blog, my hands are itchy. I need to...

Me :: Shut up and go to sleep. You will have an even longer day tomorrow.

I :: Oh YOU shut up. I have a lot of things to say. F*** it, I'm blogging.

Okie. So, here I am. On my uncle's laptop, blogging away like madness. winks*. Was surprised to receive a long awaited email from _i_e!! smiles*. Yay! Today, I almost had a heart attack, and I popped the whole bottle of chest pain pills that I was talking about yesterday. It still didnt work. My heart started screaming in pain for more. I had run out of it*. As today is the OFFICIAL BRATS DAY, I spent a few precious living hours with the brat*. The brat* tested me time and again, while I smile, keeping my end-goal in mind, keeping my focus, thus keeping my calm. Then, there was this one part, when the brat* really made me so upset, I sat down, put my hands up, rested my chin on my hands, and just close my eyes.

Brat :: Are you upset?

Me :: (In my head) Duh, you stupid moron.

Brat :: Why are you upset? Is it because you are hungry?

Me :: (In my head) F*** you, moron.

Brat :: Did I make you upset?

Me :: Bingo!! (rolls eyes at this point)

To which, the problem never got solved. Urrgh*.
Went to the BBQ. Fun, its always fun when my girls finally come together. Sometimes, it's like waiting for four friends living on four different continents to come together. Hahaha. Okie, kidding*. Going to have a hectic weekend. UnCLe's WeDdiNg. Big Issue. Coz he is the last sibling in the family. My cousin msged me just now (not thru hp, duh), asking me if I am going to help out at the wedding, and hope I am not making [empty promises]. What the heck* is the point of saying those things!!! AArgh*.

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 10:21 AM on Thursday, June 03, 2004

Mood ::Breezy::
Music ::Gates of Babylon by Rainbow::


Fantasia Borrino, in her winning moments. American Idol may have been over-hyped, too talked-about, too much of excitement wasted on, too commercialized and so on, but Fantasia Borrino is living proof that ::
[Dreams] + [Freaking hard efforts] + [Fantastic support] + [Sincerity] = [Proud Winner]
I was amazed by the sincerity of this woman, more than whatever talents she possess.


Friday alas. Although I am so not in the mood to blog these days, my fingers are just glued to the keyboard. winks*. Today is the Meet the Brat Day. I am bringing along my chest pain pills, just in case. Have you ever talked to a person and wished you were dead instead, under 7 minutes? Send your sympathies to me, because I am in that position.

My UncLe is GetTiNg MarRiEd! fakes excitement*. Haha. I love weddings, really, I do. I am always amazed how beautiful brides can be every time I attend a wedding or help out at one. But due to recent development of events between me and a cousin.. hrm. I am not sure how I can handle this wedding. I shall worry about that later though. Weddings are beautiful.

HoLiDaYs!!! I wonder how my online kakis are doing in their respective holiday venues. Hrm. I love holidays. I love the feeling of being away from where you live, and just live for that moment. But what to do... =X pouts* shrieks in irritation* Let the blings roll in and I shall go partying!!! jumps in ecstacy*. Too much emotions. bleahs. But for now all I may need... (the word is 'may') is...

[Troy] + [Dirty Dancing 2] + [Good Food] + [Love] + [Good Company] = [Contented Me]

Hehe.

Anyway... as I may not be around or too tired to blog for at least the next 2-3 days...

Welcome home, my dears!


Muackz. Haha, sorry no special effects.
Feeling kinda drugged.
Hehe.
Drop me a line, will y'all? =)


<3 <3 <3

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 9:58 PM on Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Mood ::Dreamy~::
Music ::Jenny From the Block by Jennifer Lopez::


If you do not know who this yellow chap is, I will shoot your head off! Hahaha. Spongebob Squarepants! Soon becoming an essential to complete my day. Funny yellow crap. Haha.

Arhhh!!! Just woke up a few hours ago. So damn tired! Spent nearly 17 hrs outdoors yesterday. Winks*. Was surfing around when I stumbled upon this guy's blog who was talking about the problem between him and his gf. They were to go to Bali for a holiday trip. He said, "I want to bring 24 condoms. I dont trust Indonesian rubbers." She dont want him to bring condoms, to which he was super surprised. She wasnt on the pills, either. She said, she wanted 4 kids, but he wanted none. He saw sex as recreational, she saw sex as procreation. They left the cafe, where they were having their fight, separately. They didnt talk for a few days. He finally called her (and that was because he had to make the payment for the Bali trip,already.) and to his utmost surprise, she told him that a few days before the cafe incident, she had gone to the gynaecologist for a checkup. She can never give birth. She told him that, although he wanted no children, she was afraid that if and when he wanted a child, she will never be able to give him one. The guy, now feeling like the greatest jerk in the world, realize he had badly misunderstood her, and rushed to her place. She didnt say anything when she opened the door, he hugged her and whispered to her:
"I will love you forever."

I was kinda touched about the guy's instant reaction of rushing over to her place to hug and assure her that nothing will change, and that they will face the problem head-on, and this problem will not stand in the way of their love for each other. His actions and words may sound cliche.. But it is true, this is among the sort of things that will forever test a relationship. My heart really went out to the girl. She will forever live under a cloud of uncertainty.
If you are the guy, would you still want this girl?

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 7:52 PM on Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Mood ::Naughty::
Music ::Superstar by Jamelia::

TROY

::The only movie next to Last Samurai and Dirty Dancing 2, which has a powerful effect on me::

Brad Pitt, as Achilles, mightiest of the Greek warriors. Completely God-sent. faints* His strength was due to his mother's attempt to make him immortal by dipping him in the River Styx when he was an infant. However, of course to prevent him from being washed away by the river, she held him by the heels which remained dry and became Achilles' only vulnerable spot. (So says, Greek Mythology)




Eric Bana, as Prince Hector of Troy. The mightiest warrior of Troy. He, in my opinion was the only son that the King of Troy could actualy really rely on. He had strong love for his family but knew he was duty-bound to serve his country and his father's wishes to keep the peace in Troy. He fell in a duel with Achilles who wanted revenge for the death of Patroclus, whom Hector had killed mistakenly in the second day of the Trojan war.




Paris and Helen, in my opinion, are two stupid cuckoo birds who should be shot dead and served as food for the Lions.They are bloody stupid people who caused the death of over millions of Greek and Trojan soldiers. Paris (played by Orland Bloom) stole Helen from Sparta, causing the King to be outraged and declare war on Troy.The stupid bastard.Paris is one stupid bloody pussy sissy who, in the end, ran out cowardly of his duel with Menolaus but killed Achilles later on.


Back again. Went out with my friend, spend some good time together just laughing, remembering the good old days. Fuck, we should do this much more often, manz! Okie. I must mention that Troy is a blessed holiday gift to me. I have always wanted to go Greece. And I love mythologies. Troy is a delicious combination. =) Well, so I started my way home at about 6plus? Yep.. and guess what! I have finally been blessed! Got enough kaching to buy my St.Ives Hair Treatment Shampoo!!! jumps in joy*. Hehehe. What a longg night and a longg day tmrw will be~ pouts*..
Let me entertain a request..
Haha, finally figured out the reference thingy, thanks to IT Whiz:
:: Aaron's Not-So-Secret Diary ::


<3 <3 <3

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*