At 11:59 PM on
Monday, January 31, 2005
End of the beginning. Of the year, that is. And it ended on a painful note for me. Crampy, more like it. I thought the mango I ate at lunch sparked off some unwanted agonizing effects from within me, but apparently.. it was something else. The effects were almost immediate as soon as I recognized the real cause. My whole day was unbearable. I started having mood swings, which I managed to keep under a tight rein. I am very good at that, by the way. Heheh. Sometimes I wonder how I manage that.
The miracle. Oh this I certainly have to type it out because I am still puzzled. This day is weird. Apart from the fact that I actually did not have to rush to get a seat in the NEL in the morning, Tee's behavior during lessons was magnificently amusing. She was my patience trainer for a year and a half. *chuckles* Halfway through teaching, she told me to continue marking while she write me a note, which she later told me to read only after I leave. After that particular note-writing, she was.. an angel. I have heard of people being possessed by the devils and all, but angels? *shrugs* When I left, I read her note. It was a note of apology, telling me she is sorry for making me put up with her "naughty" behavior and that I am sweet... etc. For a year and a half.. out of the blue, an apology! From Tee!!! I may well purchase Wonderbras! Oddness. When I wanted to leave, she was very concerned if I took my stuffs with me and if I needed to go to the toilet before I go. It was almost... sweet. =S Still perplexed though.
Memories. Going to the zoo tomorrow! Oh.. reliving the childhood memories. eheheh.
Quote :: "The heart wants what it wants....There's no logic to those things" ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:53 PM on
Sunday, January 30, 2005
I. For some really odd reason, I feel throughly overworked. I am out everyday. I almost forgot that it is already Sunday. It felt just like any other day. I am either working on this, or working on that, or working on both. I think every institution out there now is also a mental institution. We have gone insane to such an extent that we think working so hard like a robot is the right way to live our lives and anything less is substandard. So we are all professional insanes. How remarkable. *claps*
Am. In the morning, luckily, however, I watched a movie. That was enlightening and a breathe-easy time for me. I watched.... Shall We Dance? I just cannot resist anything that has dance in it. Ok, the plot is simple, but the passion for the art of dancing really touched my heart. I have always loved dance and the way it portrays the emotions of characters just by silent movements. I can truly feel for the character Paulina in the movie.
Exhausted. The fast pace of Life on this puny Island is really magnificent. The movie that I watched actually further drilled my sad impression of the Singaporean lives these days, and sadly I am also a rat in the race. The desire to be part of that Elite team has caused many raw passions to die away.
*Saddened*
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 9:16 AM on
Itchy, duh. I just feel like typing something here. I felt this mild urge to blog when I logged on the computer. I don't know. Maybe I just feel like rambling on and on to myself. Lol. My beautiful slumber was disturbed again by the phantom caller who probably sleeps in the day and is all hyperactive at night. Maybe his application to be a Dark Angel was rejected, so he has taken to disturb people's sleep. After I rejected the first call, more calls came in later. I happily diverted my phone calls to my voicemail after that. Wahahhahaahahaha.
Skul. I love school. It really provides me with a rounder than rounded education. I am a designer, architect, contractor, accountant, psychologist, counsellor, teacher, researcher, karang guni, IT person, speech therapist all rolled into one. Isn't that lovely? I feel so enlightened.
Back to everyone's favourite mode: stress.
Enjoy your Sunday everyone! It may be the last. *chuckles*
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:23 PM on
Saturday, January 29, 2005
[Lucky I actually do eat bananas.. lolx]
Freeze! It is oh-so-cold in this room of mine. My knees are shivering from both the cold and from too much of walking around. I don't like sleeping these days. I get weird dreams. I remember the worst.. the day before my practicum day. I actually had a dream I was walking along the beach which had rows of dead children lying across it. They were bleeding but their uniforms were still pretty neat. What does such dreams mean?? =X
Play Dead! The desire to shop is increasingly decreasing. That is a good feeling, right?
Less shopping= Less Guilt + No Tired Feet.
Anyway! I am watching a movie tomorrow. [It's been a very long time since I watched one, or so I think.] And of course, followed by a round of project discussions which are both mentally draining and thirst-inducing. Hahaha. And I still want my Shel Silverstein book! Who can get it for me? Hehe.. =p
Quote :: "The heart that can no longer love passionately,must with fury hate" ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:37 PM on
Friday, January 28, 2005
Inhaler. Aha... alas... I can blog an entry without having irksome school-related thoughts nagging at the back of my head. Today is the last day of my holiday week. No surprise that I spent 4/5 of it attending school. Therefore it cannot be called a holiday week.. more like the catch-up-with-things week. When the day's schedule was over and I was heading to town, I could not help but feel that a huge stone of burdens have been lifted off my shoulders. The torture phase is only beginning but at least the tension that was escalating throughout the week is poooofff!
Besok! Another chill-out day. Spending the morning going for "Yoga for the Mind". =) I am postponing the stress that is just waiting to swoop down on me. Okay. Enough of mindless ramblings. Time to breathe.
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:59 PM on
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Lazy. Oh I'm so lazzyyy.. What with projects appearing even in my dreams, and still in my head when I am awake, the thought of blogging is squashed to some remote area in my brains. But, I shall try to blog. *cracks knuckles, takes a deep breath, and.. begin!* Fuuhhhh....
Slippers. I like the simple slacker slippers that the school bazaar was selling the other day. 5 bucks for a freaking pair! And at that time, I was not inspired to buy. How I regret it now. The bazaar is over, and there is no way a decent shop out there will sell it at such a cheap price. =S Can anyone tell me if they see such slippers going at a cheap price?
On the borders. I was in town earlier, in Borders, looking for books. I have always loved spending time in Borders. I can spend hours and hours on end, leaving only when my eyes surrender. I have a classmate who considers his Saturday wasted if he doesnt spend 4 hours in Borders, reading History & War books. =S I was tempted to buy Shel Silverstein poetry book! I think it's called Down the Sidewalk? I like it! Should I buy? The author draws cartoon images around his poems. But... hrm. Hesitations, hesitations. Maybe I shall get it on Sunday. It's been some time since I last bought myself a nice book. Later, out of routine, I walked from Borders to PS, to take the NEL train there.
[okie. I really sound as if I am a secondary school student forced to write a composition. lol.]
Quote :: "Love is like war, Easy to begin but hard to end" ::
Love,Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 9:47 PM on
Monday, January 24, 2005
Foremost. I must say I was highly amused when I looked at my tagboard yesterday night. Look then turned into gaze. I could probably list 5345 reasons as to why the tagboard appeared like that, but I think I prefer it to be a mystery. Entertaining, nevertheless. =>
Skipper. I skipped a day! I didn't blog! Argh! I have sinned. Lol. Haha. Yesterday was.. Sunday? Nothing much to say unless you want me to ramble on and on about the dance teacher who conducted a free mini dance class, where she and two other pre-pubescents tried dancing to Lose My Breath by Destiny's Child at the Esplanade. *rolls eyes*
Oldie Goldie. Old is gold. Spending time with my best friends of nearly 8 years now was and will always remain a blast even if all we do is talk.
Exhaustion. I wish some kind soul would just appear at my doorstep and hand me a one-month holiday package.
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 7:12 PM on
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Being perfect. I am tired of being in perfect control. I am tired of holding back my anger, wrath and sadness when all I want to do is to let them run freely into the wilderness. But in doing so, the lava of my anger will only destroy everything that comes into its path. But why can others do so? And I cannot bear to do the same thing as they do? To be angry when I am angry. To be sad when I am sad. To be irrational and illogical whenever I feel like it. To have no answers. Maybe I have always been too much of a jovial person, therefore me being anything else other than happy is a strange phenomenon and therefore, unacceptable.
XoXo
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:58 PM on
Friday, January 21, 2005
Glorious food! No sheepy, but the food festival in my grandmother's house is absolutely tip-top! Okay, I did not get to visit my grandfather because he decided to spend his Hari Raya in JB. Well, that's my granddad, always travelling. His network of friends spread across the entire Asia. Whenever he needs to get to some country, he just call up his friend there and phwala! His accomodation is settled. He is a truly important religous figure, so he gets a lot of respect. Hope to see him soon though. I miss him.
After some time. Dreams are finally coming true for me at 11am tomorrow. Ed will surely heave a huge sigh of relief. Hahahhaks.
Quote :: "Love is not love that alters when it alteration finds." ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 9:27 AM on
Selamat Hari Raya Haji! Yes, yes, to all my Muslim friends. And of course, happy holidays to the rest! =) Why am I still blogging away when I should be stuffing my face with festive food?? Hee. Nah, at the moment, I am waiting for my dad to come home so that we can all go out together to my grandparents' place. No sheep though right? Or so I heard. But never mind, I am sure there are alternatives. Hee Hee. Yay!
Rise & shine
my pretty one
For the glimmering sun
Is awaiting your graceful
embrace to mark the birth
of this beautiful day
=)
(Some unknown creature roaming the Earth sent me the sms. Charming though.)
Especially for my ladies;
Quote :: "A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know." ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 10:30 PM on
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Burn. I don't care if my entry becomes completely incoherent today, because I am just so peng! That man actually blamed me for feeling pressured in this world. (I feel like cursing, so since I am already halfway there, excuse my colourful language for today) That bugger actually said that Im feeling pressured because I have far too much expectations of myself. Therefore, my stress comes from the strive to reach that expectation that I had set for myself. Like hello!!! Of course, as I become much more educated, my expectations naturally increase because of the enlightened perspectives I attained!!! Duh! How much more retarded can some people's thinking be? And also, my expectations are further escalated into the skies because of you stupid withering bug! I am disillusioned into thinking I am living this happy Life, but truth is, I am just keeping your big fat hairy ass extra comfortable right? Enough to keep it soft and warm even when the rest of your body has turned into ashes right? And you just dont freaking feel it because you are not living my life! Why dont you take the same bus as me? A 2 hour ride, compared to your less than 15 minutes to get to all the places you want? Feel the same pain as I felt when I am completely broke and couldnt afford to eat proper lunch for a few good weeks at school? Or, why dont you come into my house and see how so simple it is compared to your luxurious mansion? I feel so smothered with all your pretenses of being able to understand, when all your Life, you carry a golden spoon in your mouth!!!!!!!
AAArghhh!!!!!
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 6:00 PM on
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
With them. Certain things in this world can never be perfectly described, no matter how flowery or elaborately magnificent the words you use. And this, I am referring to the much understated innocence of children.
I do not care much for Love. It is a bunch of mush that I just do not need.
Quote :: "Didn't you know that people hide love like a flower too precious to be picked?" ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 10:13 PM on
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
{{Glow}}
*Beams with happiness*
*Basking in golden lightness*
*grins*
[Oh, I am not in love.]
Love,Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 7:30 PM on
Monday, January 17, 2005
Resolution. 12371947321401 people make resolutions every year, and ever so on New Year. I never really made any, because I knew I will never make it happen. But in 2005, I made mine, and I am going to keep it. So, I am steering away from all decisions that will lead me astray from my original goal. And no matter what anyone says, I will stand by myself.
Curses. Love never really is a weakness. It is strength; usually when you give in to the same old habit is because, you are unwilling to move out of your own comfort zone. And really, I am sick of liars. The thought of them makes me want to puke my guts out.
Oh. I don't mind men who are gay. But a gay bitch? No way.
Quote :: "Everybody in love is blind" ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 8:20 PM on
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Tears. I can only say this. I am very upset, disappointed, insulted, wounded, pained, and disturbed. Never have I gone through such beautifully crafted manipulation and cruelty. It just had to happen. And my reputation had to be tarnished. And I just had to cry. I never had to physically assault someone before. And I just had to do so only because there was no way I could have walked away.
If there is one thing about me that I can say I am proud of, it would be my patience.
And today, its limits just had to be broken.
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 10:10 AM on
Dolly Parton once said.. If you want the rainbow, you have to put up with a little rain!
Black tainted hands. As always, other than being a student/teacher, I am also a part-time hairdresser. And that does not include my other freelance jobs such as babysitting and personal shopper. LOL. Anyway, my uncle came over in the early morning, with a new hair cut. He told me to dye his hair black. At the end of the process, I realised the right glove had a cut, and my palm is tainted with black dye. It also looks like someone beat the hell out of my palm. =)
Tempted to touch & move your body girl. Some things in Life appear out of the blue and disappear just the same way as they first came. Once your sugar pop, butter cup, sweetheart, love love, dear, baby gal and today, we cannot even look into each other's eyes without wanting to tear off each other's skin.
You told me... Baby, Im too lost in you.
Im telling you now... Sweetie, go GET A BLARDY MAP!!!
Help Needed: What does it mean if someone dedicates the song "More than Words" specially to you?
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 6:36 PM on
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Transcriptions. Just to irritate the hell out of fellow passengers on the bus who cannot keep their eyes off what I do, I write about them in transcription-style. The reward? Hanging jaws and popping eyes. Yay.
Forgetfulness. I am getting a case of the bad memory. I hate it when I fall asleep with my handphone in my hand. I was having an sms conversation with a friend, and I fell in and out of sleep. The thing is, I cannot even remember if I had sent the message that I just typed or whether I saw the reply in my dream or in reality. I must put the handphone away and on silent mode, at all costs!
Overlooks. I slammed the door on my sister's hand just as she was admiring herself in the mirror. Ahahkz. My punishment? Earache.
Boredom's Cure. Being at home on a beautiful and windy Saturday evening is insane!!! I am so getting out of here. Pack the sandals and the outfit, baby, coz I am coming over~
Oh.. and I almost forgot.. the quote of the entry.. I especially love this one.. simple but true eh?
"Guys are like stars - so many to pick from but only one can make all your dreams come true!"
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 2:56 PM on
Suffian said, ".. apparently people never seem to be content with their physical cover. The tall ones might complain about their lack of a nose bridge while the short ones might complain of their single eye lids,etc..you get my drift. So the best is just to live with it and refrain from comparing as comparisons make up another never ending viscious cycle."
Issued. I do not really know who Suffian is, but his pearls of wisdom are appreciated. That aside, don't you think that you should agree with me that.. as much as you can tell your parents, your favorite bands, your boyfriend/girlfriend... "I love you".. you hardly tell yourself this.. "I love myself." And you look into your mirror and smile to yourself, happy that you are just who you are. Nobody else can ever be you. Oddness, when you do this, people say "You are sooo egoistic!" or "Thats plain crazy!" or "Ew. Psycho!" Brush those dirts aside, and give yourself a break.
My day so far. I went over to Bellie's. Before that, I had a nice Saturday morning breakfast. =)
Sometimes I feel that love is like a sweet. Once you finish sucking all the sweetness out, what is left it just pure tasteless mundane routine. Is that so?
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 9:26 PM on
Friday, January 14, 2005
Charles Colton once said "No man is wise enough, nor good enough to be trusted with unlimited power."
Tall issue. Edwina's tag about my in-depth wish about being taller reminds me of this debate that I had when I was about 18, with a friend, Renee. She was saying how sucky it must be being short, not being able to do almost all the things tall people can do. I remember listening to her patiently for the first 20 minutes. After that, I remember bursting into flames. Not literally, of course. I became angry. I told her, if everyone were to be made equal in this world, wont that be boring? Wont that be pointless? If you cannot accept the fact that I am short, then go talk to God. There must be a reason why he wanted to make me this way. If he had wanted me to be a walking mannequin, He would have done so a long time ago right? I cannot answer that question just the same as I just cannot communicate with my spinal cord, telling it to lengthen itself. =X
Chicken rice. My mother is such a fantastic cook. I love the chicken rice she cooked for dinner tonight. It was worth staying hungry the whole day just to eat her cooking. Damn. Homemade food is always always nice. Thank you, mom. =)
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 2:48 PM on
"The kiss is a clever Nature's trick when speech becomes superfluous"- Anyn.
Do you know? I was recently informed of one of the weirdest truths ever. If you concentrate on psychoing yourself to be in a certain condition, you can develop symptoms of such a condition. For instance, there was this one woman who was not pregnant, but she kept telling herself that she is until one day she showed symptoms of a pregnant woman. She was vomiting, having morning sickness,etc. Well, this is super sick. Why would anyone in their right mind enjoy being pregnant? =X Can I psycho myself to be taller? Hee Hee.
Blogging. After blogging for over a year, experimenting with over 10 blogskins and different codes for different effects, attending an IT lesson that teaches you "The Idiot's Guide to Blogging" can be a pretty unnerving effect. Attending a class where the teacher talks to herself is, however, pretty entertaining. Keep it Up, Ah Chee.
XOXO
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:59 PM on
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Abraham Lincoln once said Most people are about as happy as they make up their minds to be.
First and foremost. I wish to note that this entry is written in the memory of Edwina Lim. No, she is not dead. She is very much alive and happening. Haha. It's just that, I am updating this blog because of her. Hahaha. Ed, you reading this? Yeah, apparently I was being a lazy tart for the past few days la. Not much motivation to blog. =X
Second and what-comes-after-foremost. The above title is dedicated to the rediscovery of a friend. Haha. Okay. That might sound silly but rediscovery really is the word. Anyway, recently, something odd happened in school. I am amazed by how people can read so much into others' behaviours and come up with some completely warped and twisted story. The best part, the innocent people who just live their lives are being prejudiced against, for unknown reasons. Twisterz.
Third and what-comes-after-what-comes-after-foremost. OOOhhh. Suddenly school is starting to seem daunting to me. The next 9 remaining weeks are just going to make me a pussy. I will be trembling all week for Wednesday. And this goes on until the 9 semesters are over. Good gracious. And my class is like right outside the general office! And it is in the dining area. Erkkkk. So, I am almost always at some oily area AND not to mention, under my mentor's nose all the time! Someone.. please.. just... bring me out for steak. Hahaha. Thinking of "please kill me" isit? Haha, no way buddy. I am having a bit of fun kicking Life back in the ass.
XOXO
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 8:32 PM on
Monday, January 10, 2005
So. I ended up not going to school. Ultimately, it comes down to reasons. I had the worst series of visits to the toilets ever. And then of course, due to that exhaustion and the fatigue that has accumulated over the days, I succumbed to complete exhaustion; sleep. Sighs...
Taufik. Suddenly I feel that the whole Taufik issue is completely over-hyped. He does not even sound half as good as an American Idol reject, and yet his popularity is like.... wahliew. Haha. Okie, so probably Taufik fans will kill me here.. but who cares. Refer to Product Warning at the bottom-right column.
Fly. Just now, I was in the bus. There was this man whose head was half-balding. But that was not the issue. His forehead had two brown lumps. I thought they were just normal moles or something. Then one of the lumps.... moved. And started to fly. Yes, it was a little beetle. I gasped. Who wouldnt? Tsk.
Gave you the chance
But you blew it
Out of sight
Out of mind...
Quote ::"Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it enkindles the great."::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 7:24 AM on
Morning madness. I am blogging this entry at 6.47am on a beautifully serene Monday morning. Madness? Maybe so. I had nicely set my alarm clock at 6am, so that I can prepare myself for class later in advance. But there are very inconsiderate people with no concept of Time whatsoever. Make it person la. He called me at odd hours. Midnight... and at 3.56am! And I am not such a heavy sleeper, so when I am awaken, I need some time to fall back into sleep. By the way, I cancelled all the calls because I just cannot be bothered. I am going to divert all my calls to my voicemail from tomorrow onwards. Phantom callers can be flattering. But not after midnight. =X
Backlash. I so want to curse the idiots, but I am not going to smear and stain my Monday morning. Because Monday is a good day. =)
Quote :: "Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart." ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:58 PM on
Sunday, January 09, 2005
Netball. I received a call from Effa from the International Netball Academy. She was really weird la. I mean, if you talk to her, you will be in this conversation where you say A, but she sees it as B, and then she says B, you see it as C. I felt confused. Oh well, she is supposed to get in touch with me when her coach gets back next week. Well, see how... =S
Tempted to touch. Tempted to slap, is more likely. I am getting increasingly convinced that my phantom caller loves my Hello. The timing has varied, probably according to his/her schedule. Today, on the way home, my phone rang. I saw that it was "private number", and for some reason I had a nagging suspicion that it is the usual idiot. So, I waited. I heard some noise and then the minute I said Hello, he/she put the phone down again. Yay. =X
Honey,
It's been a long time waiting..
Quote :: "Love is not love that alters when it alteration finds." ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:54 PM on
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Hush-hush. Hehe. Okie maybe here, it is not going to make sense. I just feel like typing it out anyway. Hehe. But something sweet happened today. Hehe. I mean, who cares about the aftermath? That moment is so sweet, so sweet. Hehe. Just sweet. And adorable. A snapshot of Life that you look back on and just grin cheekily to yourself. Green Tea, Mocha, Pink and Blue. Hehe! Cheekys. =)
((Don't understand? Never mind.. read on.))
Twenty-First. I cannot believe that I am turning 21 this year. It is scary. I went from the last-of-my-teenage year to not-a-girl-not-yet-a-woman year and now to finally step-over-that-last-edge year. I sure hope to make this year memorable. However, to note the much-too-quick passing of the years, I seem to see the increasing need to living life to the fullest. Cliched? Eerily true. Think about it. You are now 21, for instance. You can never be 20 again. Never. Ever. And when you look back, what have you done when you were 20? Did you spend it meaningfully? Or were you just slacking? Would you want to turn 50 and tell your little grandchildren, "Ah ma/Ah pa spent half my life slacking away and sleeping!" and even that, in a very proud tone? Can you do that? Make every second, every minute of your Life count.
You can start by reading this blog. Hahahhaha.
Quote :: "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched... but are felt in the heart." ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 3:06 PM on
Morning madness. Let me see. I was supposed to be doing my uncle a favour beginning from morning. I had to take my two young relatives who are holidaying here in Singapore, out to town. I am supposed to bring them ... "sight-seeing". So I left my house at 10am, reached my mom's workplace to take my uncle's money and proceeded to my uncle's house to fetch them. And guess what? They had left! For some stupid wedding, nevertheless. Thanks to my grandpa. =X I was a little pissed but then again, I get to spend time with Ahmad and Aisha. Aisha was simply adorable.. Enough of "cute". I am getting nauseous at the very mention of the word. I don't know why people cannot use other words when they gush at little babies or anything that merits the word "cute". Wasted morning!
Little meanings. Today I realise that the world is getting stranger day by day. Remember the "cat-eat-grass" incident? Well, today, I saw a chicken eating Burger Ramly. No kidding, man. The chicken incident was cooler. If the cat was vegetarian, what do you call a chicken who.. eats its own species? Can it be said to be cannibalistic then? What will humans do in the future when all the animals have gone bad and mad? Rip off our own hands and barbeque them? Sick.
Quote :: "Never love with all your heart It only ends in aching" ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 9:24 PM on
Friday, January 07, 2005
Bitchy night. Let me see. The day was fine. How else can you categorise a school day? Like Gill said, the best part of the day is almost always lunch. Heheh. Anyway, just now on the way home, I was feeling so spiteful and irritated and just plain evil. I was just plain mad at the world for some unknown reason. On the bus, I was sitting beside this woman clad in black. A woman and her two young children then boarded the bus. Surprise surprise. They stood near us. Normally, on instinct, I would just get up and offer her/them my seat. But tonight, I was just completely defiant about it. The woman who sat beside me gave up her seat. And she looked at me. I stared at her. What? It's my seat and it is my problem if I do not want to give it up right? Usually, people don't give a shit when I give way and now when I don't, they stare at me as if I am wearing an I-love-Osama Tshirt. Stupid. I was so tired. Whatever.
Show offs. In 156 on the way home, this woman sat beside me. Apparently she just bought the new Nokia 7260 mobile phone, and she was literally flashing it in front of me. She even looked at me, as if awaiting my gasps of awe. I just laughed in my heart. At that time, I was listening to my radio, so I ignored her. I looked out the window and guess what? She took out another phone, Sony Ericsson and started msging away, again looking at me with that stupid look on her face.
Fuckers.
Don't feel like quoting la~
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 9:06 PM on
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Tsunami update. I just wonder... with all the aids coming in from all over the world to the Tsunami victims and different governments pledging different numbers to donate to the Tsunami survivors, isnt it all enough yet? I mean... $500 million and still counting... and this does not include aid in the form of goodies. The survivors dont seem to be receiving much help although the number is generally increasing. Is it just a competition of numbers between the governments? Ishk. =X
Fatigue. As in the Gatorade advertisement, I felt as though I was trudging through a pool of lead to school. I really felt like there was some unknown force slowing my walk down. Goodness. And I even fell asleep in the bus. That was happening manz. Alas peace. Gym freak is gone. The last goodbye of the year. Hail to peace.
Quote :: "This is just the beginning" ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 10:20 PM on
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Back. I was on the verge of smashing my PC with a pretty hammer. But, in order to fulfil my resolution to stay happy, I cannot smear that with anger right? Hrm.. right now, Har is showing me pictures of her recent new found male friends. I was so inclined to believe they were robotic mannequins. Hot stuff. Sizzzzllleeee. Hahahakz.
You could be my unintended.
You could be my accidental love.
You were a dream come true.
For that split second in my Life.
Quote :: "Where there is love there is life." ::
Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
