At 11:52 PM on Monday, May 30, 2005

The Crush

{*} I. Firstly, ZA!!! How did you get here?! Miss you la. Lots Lots. Today is Rojak Day. I was so fed-up in the morning. Like Life is playing a prank on me or something. I had this strong urge to go to the toilet.. and I had to go through 3 floors to get to a toilet that is not fully occupied or under cleaning. And so, although I left house early for school, I was still late. Instead of my usual long bus journey, I had to take the more expensive train ride. And the OB lecturer was being a tart!!! Deduct 30 minutes from my attendance for being 5 minutes late! And the clock in the room was faulty! *screams*

{*} II. Today there was the irritatedness, the irritatedness, the irritatedness.. but there was also a lot of loving. Hee hee. Reasons include.. seeing Bluey online again... haha.. glad to see you so happy shopping and all eh.. and then.. Tee hugged me! Ok, this is very weird. I think something is wrong. I was about to leave and I was hugged three times. I think my face was like =_=". And there was the sad bit. Delifrance at Jelita closed. Cease operations. Means I also cease eating my favourite bread there. ):

............

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 7:06 PM on Sunday, May 29, 2005

The Immortal

Yeah yeah. I know sometimes my titles are irrelevant to the content. Hrm, actually no, they are always always relevant. (: My day was nice today. Anything that has got to do with the gathering of your favourite old pals is always nice. The plan was supposed to be watch movie and the usuals- feasting, etc. We wanted to watch Monster-in-Law but it was like sold out by evening. This is a SIGN that Ed is meant to watch it with me! Hehe. (: We chilled out alot- which made sense because there are those that I have not met for years. And I am not exaggerating here. It was nice meeting them again. Hope to have more meetups- which is hard la. The harshness of clashing schedules. Bahh.

............................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:10 PM on Saturday, May 28, 2005

The Shhh..

{*} I like! (: Finally I meet a hero. As in Hero. H-e-r-o. Haha. I was at the Mall with my family, dad excluded- he's overseas. And I was waiting for my mother to withdraw her money, outside Cheers. And then I heard screams. Not from my mother, la. They were from this mentally handicapped guy. I saw this Indian guy in a red-and-white shirt strangling him. I was thinking, "What the?!" And the poor guy freed himself while the blardy mentally fine guy followed him, his friends laughing after him. The mentally handicapped guy actually collects tins here, and I guess he came across the wrong bunch of guys- who are conscience-handicapped. And the Hero stepped in. He was this suave guy in a black shirt, and pants with nicely done hair, and a flushing face as he yelled at the guy in the red&white shirt. In short, he warned the bugger that if he saw him touch the tin-collector guy again, he will call the police. There were loads of other stuffs said la. The bunch of idiots then scrammed. F*ckers rite. Lucky for Hero. (: A guy with a heart... I like!

{*} I dislike. ): I am being harassed. Harassed. Harassed. By a friend. He calls me like at all times of the day, as if my entire Life's purpose is to stand by the phone and talk to him. Like this morning, I had a busy time- so I had no chance to look at my hp. When I did, there were 7 missed calls from him? Errgh. What should I say to him?

The first sigh of Love
Is the Last breath
of Wisdom
............

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:46 PM on Friday, May 27, 2005

The Oh

{*} She & We. Class was only for an hour today. No, no classes were cancelled. Class was only for an hour. I think the admin purposely put it that way so that we have to come back on another weekday. They cannot tolerate the idea of us being free for 2 weekdays. Hurts them, I guess. *sniggers* After class, my friends and I went to do the opening for the GSS. Lol. Nah, just checking out the stuffs put up for sale. Or rather, the things left for us nimwits to squabble over. [fair fair, me included.] Nothing much too impressive. I think people get to buy what they actually bought is because the idea of the word "sale" just made them more focused while shopping. (:

{*} Budding. I miss my buddy. Mocha. Who else. Poor guy is sick. Sms-ed me while I was at Far East, telling me that he had to take half-day leave. It must have been that bad. He is the sort who would rather die than take mc. Lol. Ok, I think I just sorta helped him qualify as a workaholic and me, an under-achiever. I aspire to be like him. I was supposed to treat him to dinner, but I myself fell sick. Tsk. True friends stay in the mind yeah.. and............

Love him
who loves
you too
.........

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 4:26 PM on Thursday, May 26, 2005

The Toaster

{*} Unwellness. I don't know what's come over me. I feel very pressured and pushed. Yet I know I can control that pressure, but I choose to set high expectations over myself and that is killing me. Slowly, because whenever the sculpture I create falls, I feel threatened and upset. But there seems to be no other way out of this because at the end of it all, I have a mission to accomplish. And everytime I feel like I am falling, I remind myself of my mission objectives. Even if the risk involve my Life. Because if in the event, I would die knowing I died trying.

{*} What school? Why should I blog about school? Lol. We all know what it's all about. But I don't think there would be much chance to eat in school this semester what with the odder than odd timetable. Not that I mind. And the cut on my sole is still bleeding. I stained my cousin's bedsheet. I hope my Aunt won't scream. I still want my Vanilla. My hoodies. My beads. My Monster-In-Law. My Mr & Mrs Smith. I think I am going to sleep for a while.

What's practical
What's logical
What the hell
Who cares.
..........

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 10:24 PM on Tuesday, May 24, 2005

The Post-Mortem

[*] Morning unglorified. I think today my body had one of the hardest times to adjust to the sudden obligation to be awake and be alert at some place called school. Lol. I could not sleep and even had to enlist the help of a friend to give me a wakeup call at 6am. There were over 10 missed calls before I finally woke up. I forced myself to get ready. And when I was out, I had this overwhelming desire to go back and sleep. Haha. What did I do in school today? Let me see... erm.. I was amused by soothing voices of the lecturers, slept, woke up, slept, woke up, got a headache, bought coffee and drank in the lecture theatre. And looked diligent while the brain was fighting self-denial that school has indeed begun. Lucky school begins at 1pm tomorrow. I can spend the morning having a long battle with sleepiness in bed.

[*] Shopping sprees. Why is that when I don't want to go out, people keep asking me out? And when I am bored beyond tears, everyone is silent? Today I got a surprising news. My ex-gdfriend(yeah, shit happens) is hitting on my best friend. He had chosen lies over his friends before.. and now he is running back. And popping the love question? Arh.

.........

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:06 PM on Monday, May 23, 2005

The Dreamer

{*} Nap. I hardly take naps. It's a rare commodity for me. I started to dream. It was a funny yet frustrating dream really. I dreamt I went to the hospital to visit someone- I don't know who. And since I was there, I thought I might as well confirm my grandfather's appointment for his eye surgery. The irritating thing was.. I was explaining myself and the woman didnt want to listen. My voice was harsh. And then she sorta asked me what my problem was. For some reason, I started to talk civilly.. and I thought that she would understand and give me some solutions. But, then she started speaking in codes, and her mouth suddenly looked like a squid's. I then realised that she was mute. Confusing. But I believe it may be true la. The people in charge at that hospital may as well be mute.

{*} Nice. My friend, Joe* has booked me in advance to watch Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire. I accepted. Fair's fair right. Our favourite show! Must watch together-gether k! Anyway, Joe, if Life gets too busy and take us away frm one another as friends, my blog is always here. Tag me. Hee. I won't forget you, dude. No worries la~.

To hell with stares
The sweat
is dripping all over
my face
............

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:55 AM on

The Red-Blooded

{*} Public Holiday. This is a 24 hour consolation, no? If not, I would be dragging my ass everywhere around school at this moment. But tomorrow morning, I would be having my first class- a makeup tutorial at that! Can you imagine, a makeup class as a first class? Tsk. Tres merepek. And my body is aching all over at the moment. Why? Why? I feel like a rusty machine or something. Tsk. But unlike the machine, how am I supposed to oil myself? Hee hee. Many people have asked me out today and I declined all. With the simplest of reasons- I want to rest at home. I mean, really. If I go out, I will sure come home late, enough to be tired and fall asleep. And then my Monday is suddenly over, and then suddenly it is Tuesday.. and suddenly it's SKOOL! ):

{*} How do How do. I am longing for a milkshake. A strawberry milkshake. But where to get milkshake eh? Hrm. And I longgg for a good massage. Now that my body is extra-achy, I need the massage! Argh. Good strong hands twisting out all the pain from my body. I want. Tsk.

I'm like the alleycat
Drink the milk
But I want more
...............

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:23 PM on Saturday, May 21, 2005

The SeaSquids

{*} Nada-nada. Okay.. Let me consider this as the 2nd entry for Saturday although I am typing this at an hour past 12 midnight. At the moment, I feel kinda tired. And worried. About the workload that will soon be thrown to my face in less than 96 hours time. But there is nothing I can do about it except to endure, yeah. At this moment too, I just sorta left a friend? Well, from the start, I knew his intention was something else. And the whole issue is smothering me because he is such a pushy person, it really got on my nerves! And lately his words were getting scarier. And plus, these few months, I much prefer to take things super slow. But lately it seemed that people want some kind of Express Life. You want something, you expect to get it immediately. That's a wrong attitude to adopt yeah. I cannot be bothered already.

{*} Home girl. These few days.. til THE day.. I will be resting at home. You know.. garner all the worry-less rest I can get. And plus with the big screen tv now, I have a lot of testing to do. Heheh. So, I don't mind.. rotting.. opps.. resting at home.

I am going to suspend all my senses
I am going to close my body now
.......................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 2:35 PM on

The 3rd

{*} to the first. day. of. s. c. h. o. o. l. ack! I love school, no doubt about it. All the politics. All the loving, all the hating. There is nothing not to love about school, aint it? Or hate. Lol. (: But well, we got through the first 4, the 5th one will be an on-going process and soon we will all be sniffing the 6th. Yeah? *chuckles. Yesterday was a half nice day. Had my swim and all. Sun was on my side. And then the evening got spoilt. I hardly have nice Friday evenings. Ergh. Never mind, I had my strawberries alas! At PS' s foodcourt. Tsk. Red fruits for the red lover. Eheh. And I think I am so typically girl. I like only certain shades of pink yeah, but if you enter my room right now, you will have that pink overload alert! over your head. Should I repaint it white and green? Black & White & Red? Hrm... furnitures are there. Only I have not moved them to the proper places. Tsk.

{*} And. Someone has been hounding me. Why is it so hard to meet boys who are gentlemen at heart? I admire persistence yeah. But it has reached the stage of smotherism and stalkerism to me. It really made me sick to the point of throwing up. (Yeah. Craig David, sing for me) (: Whatever la. Ooh.. and I have a new screen tv and dvd player! Yay. This entry is senseless. I think the tea I drank contained klsjdaioweasdsm.

I want my vanilla!
I want my vanilla!
And my dw..
..................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:40 PM on Thursday, May 19, 2005

The Vanilla Lovers

{*} Loves. I don't know why I put that title. It just struck me because my own favourite bath scent is finishing and I am listening to Kylie's Chocolate. Tsk. Yea. I was still whining about it days after the announcement of her sickness. Poor girl. I hope she recovers soon. (: Today is a pretty good day. Wait, today is a darn great day! Yeah! (: I woke up in the morning, relaxed and calm. And then I woke my brother up. I got ready to head for my grandpa's place which is at the other side of the island. I sent him to the clinic. And yeah, doctors SUCK. My friends know how much I hate these people. They are medically learned yeah? But need MAJOR ATTITUDE REHAB. I don't mind being treated like shit by these people in white cloaks. But don't do that to my grandpa ok, just because he is old. I was so fed up I said, "what sort of clinic is this?" And my brother showed the doctor the middle finger. Nabey.

Actually other than the doctors-suck experience, my day was very sweet. My grandfather is one of the sweetest men in my Life, no matter what. The day spent sounds simple. But even my brother cannot deny it was a sweet sweet day. (: *muacks.

Don't underestimate me
I'll make you sorry
you were born
.........................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 10:10 PM on Wednesday, May 18, 2005

The Smile-Inducerz

{*} Every reason. You know it is a jolly good day when.. you are showered with love and pamper from your two favouritest tiny tots of cousins.. and when your favouritest buddy call! Hee Hee. And both happened to me. So, happy Anna surely is. Hehe. (: Hrm. Although my aunt lives very near me, she hardly stays there. So, now that she and her family are here to stay again, I am happy! Yeah. It is odd how instead of just me pampering the little tots, they pamper me too. I like! Cuteness. I love! And these few days, since work has been easing up on my darling buddy, he's been more caring. Well, although half the stuff he says are like crap, but yeah. And we talked. He is still the same person as I first knew. Nice to know that, yeah. Yes, the starbucks. Haha.

{*} Estate Spoilers. Those kiddos I talked about before.. well they were warned by the police again just now. Haha. sorry. But I find it funny how these little ants try to act like the Queen and Kings of the colony. And I bet the police came on a call from the neighbourhood resident. See. I am not the only one who thinks that they are such prrrrrrrrrt.

I have found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
........................................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 4:18 PM on

The White Sins

{*} Men are fuggers. Sometimes I do wonder why men drool and lose their minds over slinky, anorexically thin women, who most of the times are boobless. I mean, I look at women too, I think they are much more worth looking at than the men, most of the time. The funny part is, men choose their women like choosing clothes. They want the trendiest, the coolest looking, yet fuss-free and the cheapest bargain. The funny part is most of the time, the men doing the choosing, don't realise that they are not exactly perfect male models themselves. Plus, a research has been done and it's been said that only 2% of the human population has genes of a supermodel. And I can bet that most of us are in the 98%. Personality don't seem to count much. I say they are best dating mannequins.

{*} Just my luck. I had my money put aside for Kylie's concert, hadn't I? It is just like my going shopping. When I find that perfect shirt or perfect skirt, there will be no new pieces. This time, the lady had been diagnosed with the unfortunate womanly disease and has to undergo immediate surgery or something. Tsk. Oh and I am trying something new for a while. That is.. I will only be online for about 3 days a week. For some reason, the Net makes me feel sick.

I kept your photograph
Not knowing it serves me well
.............................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 10:48 PM on Monday, May 16, 2005

The Pissed Enuff

{*} Death to you! Fuck rich arrogant pieces of shitheads. I don't give a damn if you are loaded with riches that can last you for endless generations. Or that every member of your family holds a post within the top colony of this straight-laced society. In fact, they seem fine to me. Isn't it a bloody pity? Fabulous background, cultured, beyond highly educated.. and among them is a piece of shitass like you? What the heck are you doing in that crowd? Oh yeah, you were born with the golden spoon in your mouth. You most probably will never learn what opportunity costs mean. But hell, that don't mean shit to me. Even if you are bloody darn poor, but you got loads of self-respect and manners, you are still somebody yo. Right now, to me, even though you bathe in dollars and cents, you are zero.

What would it take
for you to leave with me?

Tell your boys
you'll be back
I want to see
what you can do
...............................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 7:19 AM on

The Simpler Life

{*} Royally p-i-s-s-e-d. They say, the simple things in Life are sweet and make up the big picture eventually. I say some so-called simple things in Life can just be a pain in the butt too. For instance, have you been caught in a situation where you need to take a crap and you could not locate a toilet, and when you did there was no water tap or tissue rolls? Or when you just look like crap on this particular day and you bump into someone you are always in awe of?

Or when you are feeling confident in wearing this light-colored bottom and then your menses came saying hello? Oh yeah, these are very simple things in Life indeed. And they make up the big picture. Let me tell you how my happy morning went bad. I wanted so badly to sunbake and swim with Ed. And I could not find my swimwear. I turned the house upside down, my internal system steadily went from calm morning neutrality to mega-panic. Nab**. And I still couldn't find them. TSK!

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
.......................................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 8:30 PM on Sunday, May 15, 2005

The Straight

{*} Pedih! Hehe. I cooked today. And I cut like many many onions, chillis, etc. And slicing onions suck because my eyes hurt biggie time! =..( But haha. I like, I like. Woh, this coming 7 days are the last few days of mega-freedom. The thought saddened me worst than the onions hurting my oh-so-delicate eyes. I was reminded, again, when a friend asked when school starts. And it is like, oh gasp! 7 more days! I am going to fill everyday with some sort of meaningful activities. Tomorrow.. haha! Hopefully I can hang out with Ed. I wonder how Ed is doing. Missing in action 3/4 of the time. Tsk! Better see you tomorrow to sunbake ok! i hope I actually wake up early. Hehe. Banana oil spread spread. I like, I like. =) School starting again. I hate, I hate.
=(

{*} Craves! I crave for heaps and heaps of B & J's Berry N'Ice. And strawberries. I like strawberries. One of the best creations around. Recommended serving : 8 strawberries a day. Power-packed with nutrients. But expensive. Sad, sad. =(

We can get right.
.......................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 6:27 PM on Saturday, May 14, 2005

The Tannlines

{*} Memories. Morning was kinda boring so I browsed through a couple of blogs. And surprisingly, the latest entries were of reminiscences. Past relationships. Exes. Pain. Memories. Is this some phase people are going through? I don't know. I have been through the same shit myself. And I say it was very nasty. My friends knew how much I suffered, during and after. But I became so strong, and I learnt to appreciate what I have even more. Maybe it was also because I am a highly reflective person. I knew I was strong. It was just maybe I had refused to wake up. I was greatly abused. And for so long. Tears were my friends. I lost my vigour, my happy self. But I bounced back fast and strong. Too strong, some say. I am so happy now it is almost unbelievable. In fact, my best friends don't believe it too. I say, you just gotta believe in yourself. :) (Oh and Time does heal wounds, your efforts make it heal faster.)

{*} Rusty eyes. And I am amazed. They have this top-up thing at the pool now. Which works like the EZlink now. Cool eh? I think I shall get one for myself. Lol. $10 value and $2 deposit. Like EZlink eh? Bah.

No way you are never gonna shake me
Coz darling you'll always be my baby
..............................................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:50 PM on Friday, May 13, 2005

The Dirty Fellow

{*} Nada. I have no idea why I put that title actually. Haha. Anyway, today I am very proud of one of my girls, Tee. Yeah, she gets on my nerves like forever. And ever and ever. But she proved herself today. Excellently too. That cheered me up a lot. I felt quite feverish in the day before leaving the house today. But Mind Over Matter, and by the time I got going, I was finer in time. I also became one of the sardines in an extremely small can. Haha. Yeah. I swam in a line, with a space only fit for my body. What irked me a lot was that parents brought their little tots to float in competition pools. I mean, yeah they are cute, but in the wrong place yeah? And what are the lifeguards doing? Tsk.

{*} And the days. Time will soon be seeing me play FFVII for the 29483924th time. And I am not complaining. I love that game. And I still believe it is the best in its series. Although there was supposed to be a resurrection of a character that did not happen, it is still the best. It may not hold a candle to other graphically powerful RPGs in its series, but it has the best and most logically sensible storyline. Not too naggy. :)

You will always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
.......................................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 6:07 PM on Thursday, May 12, 2005

The Wake-up Call




This is what happens when you are so addicted to your computer.
It comes alive.
Wait, you think it comes alive.
Now, wake up your blardy ideas and bake in the Sun!



My imperfect perfection.
............................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 3:54 PM on

The Samsengs

<#> Danger alert! My estate has this bunch of kids. Okay, not so kidsy kidsy. But there is this group of unproductive surely-less-than-16 boys and a girl, who spend their time glaring at other youngsters in the estate. And I was a victim yesterday. On the way home, I passed by their "hangout" and they were so intent on looking at me, that one of them actually rocked himself backward on his seat. It felt as though I did them wrong, but what the hell who cares, I walked on. They tried like picking a fight with my brother before, only for them to be ignored by him. I mean come on, why bother. But it is kinda funny to me how they are making my happy little town into some sorta mini gangsta paradise. *rolls eyes.

<#> All my only dreams. I feel like going for another cycling trip to ubin. But I am not sure my fellow urbanites might wanna agree to that. Tsk. But well, no harm hitting the city life again, yeah. Bah. I still want to go cycling in ubin again! :(

My 8th world wonder.
..........................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 9:46 PM on Wednesday, May 11, 2005

The Vertigo

{*} Dreamer. My tan lines are freaking ugly. It is amazing the difference being at the sea and the pool has on the tan on my skin. I went for a swim, and now I have a tan on the tan on my skin. What the?! Tsk. Going for swims alone can be amusing. I was in the pool, beside this guy who is openly salivating at the sight of girls changing into their bikinis. And there was a guy who, from the start I was there til the end, was still just standing in the pool. And lifeguards who seem to be writing compositions. I wonder if they are writing down the number of swimsuit babes at the pool? Lol. Oh. And I was amused by the pre-pubescent adolescents doing pushups at the side of the pool. They were the entertainment for the whole pool citizens, actually. Orh, and me? I was busy returning a smile to this cute one that I didn't realize I had locked my slippers out of the locker. Tsk.

{*} Movie Madness. There is a need to have a closure on the holidays with a few more movies. I don't mind less popcorns. But hey just 4?! Argh. This cannot be. Oh darn, I feel sleepy. I shall return! Destroy the sleep bugs, I must.

Somebody please bring some water in here.
........................................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:45 PM on Tuesday, May 10, 2005

The Flushed Faces

{*} Barney. I went for a run, with my brother who "mentors" me because he is obviously a much more fabulous runner than me. *rolls ma eyes. Anyway, it seemed that I can put my mind to something and accomplish it. I didnt stop running til the end. But still, my mentor said I was as slow as a snail. What the!? But hey, I was blessed for running today. Halfway while running, I spotted a 2 dollar note calling me from the track. (My face was as purple as the note after the run) Haha. My brother was like, "You should give that to me since I am your mentor." Bah. Brothers~.

{*} A Lot Like Love. Lecter informed me that it will be screened on late June. That's okay. I shall pretend it is an advanced birthday present from Hollywood. Haha. Hey. The movie's storyline holds fabulous memories for me. And anyway, chick flicks can be fun to watch at times. Especially this one. Someone, show me the luurve.

I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
.................................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 2:47 PM on

The Feels-Like Saturday

{*} Tuesday-Saturday. I miss my old Saturdays. Saturdays meant Family Day. The whole family will be awake by 9am and we will be out together having meals together. Laughing about nothing and everything at the same time. Today is like one of those Saturdays. I am quite contented. My dad is sick, and my mum is having an offday. And so the whole family is free! We had lunch together. Haha. Sounds simple right. But means a lot to me. Sure feels like another Saturday to me.

{*} My favourite everything. Lately, I so love the sounds of the seahorses and muse. Especially muse's time is running out. I can always relate to their songs. and i love their haunting melodies. Yeah yeah. Hee. And isnt today a beautiful day? The rain, the fresh smell of rain.. I like!

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created
...................................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:04 PM on Monday, May 09, 2005

The Cherished

{*} Stolen. While cleaning up dirt on my PC, an old friend rang me up. One of my favourite buddies. The one whose career has stolen him away from me. And to hear from him is as difficult as counting a pile of haystack. It made me so angry and yet proud of him at the same time. How he really work so hard. Taking up freelancing on top of his already full time job. To save for his future. To gain experience. Admirable? Yes, and nearly killing off the joyful guy that he is and the smashing friend he is! When I heard his tired voice, I felt sad. He tried to sound happy and cheerful and return to our usual madness, but I aint that stupid k!? I kept telling him, even as he work, he cannot forget to live his Life.. I dont want him to miss these years of his Life to work. I dont think it is meant that way. :(

{*} Part II. Is this what living here has become? Friendships and family relationships marred by obligations of careers? I mean, not just this buddy. I can even say this of some of my other good friends too. People have forgotten how to live yeah. And friendships take a step back. That's sad. I am not saying I dont care about my future. But I think human connections matter just as much. You won't want to be too late, especially for those that really matter.

No man is an island.
.......................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 12:01 PM on

The 1 Thing

{*} Merry sunshine! Yeah! What's the story morning glory? I woke up with a neckache and a backache. Oh dear dear, age is fast catching up on me. Haha. These days, I am sleeping in later and later. Very bad for the eyebags! Hear that, Joe? =) I would switch off my PC at about 3am, and sleep at 5am or 6am. Horrible horrible me! Darn, if I dont take care, even 1001 facials won't help. Haha. But I think when the torture chambers begin their calling, I will eventually turn in early.. hrm.. wait.. has that ever happened?

{*} Heart Pressure Day. Today is Anna's High Blood Pressure Day. Because I will be having back-to-back appointments with them. Trust me, one in a day is enough to send the blood pressure soaring to the moon. Back to back! Arh! My poor poor heart. But hey, this is anger management in the face, yeah. I am so hungry at the moment. But too lazy to do anything about it. Hehe. Anna, get out! Oh and I might fly to Hollywood and kidnap Ashton Kutcher da! When the heck will A Lot Like Love be screened?! That might be worth the a lil lavish ticket.

I wonder if I take you home.
Would you still be in love, baby?
..........................................

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 6:04 PM on Sunday, May 08, 2005

The Interpreter

{*} Not the movie. Heheh. Gotcha. I am much much better today. Don't worry, Joe. Your pom pom gerl is kicking asses again! Hehe. The blasted pain is just about to make its exit. And there is nothing I can do about that except to say Hurray! I do crazy crazy things everyday. Say crazy crazy things, that most of the time, I get my Life into a bigger mess than its already unmanageable state of nonsense. Anna. Queen of the Damned. Eheh.

{*} Here I rejoice. Finally I found someone to go with me to Kylie's concert! Hee. If possibly so, that is. I hope I am not so unlucky such that the tickets are sold out by the time I want to buy. Sometimes Life kinda suck that way. Hee. And who else other than my fellow Kylie fan- Eddy! Hehe. Two of us again yeah. Heheh. Going to this concert would mean having very low supply of cash to eat for a month. But who cares. Kylie might never come here again. Food is always around, and I can always eat at home. Heheh. Whooopiee!!!

Oh, and Happy Mummies' Day!
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Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 8:50 PM on Saturday, May 07, 2005

The BlaZe

{*} Here again. Another entry in the same day. I just need to do some b*t*h fit! The pain is getting unbearable. The worst of the century. Argh. Coke had its effect but it did not last. I slept. But even sleep was not so nice. My sister said I groaned in pain in my sleep. Such an argh! And I wanted to go for a swim in the morning. And happily packed my bag. Only to realise this blasted pain stays with me. Pain pain go away come again another day. Yeah, so I am whining. My problem lah!

{*} And liars. I have had it with liars! I have had it with people who feed me words which are cheap lies that can be bought for like 921392138219 for $1. I have had it!!! If these people care not for me and the friendship, then they may well go to the johns for all I care!!! Up their zigi with the WOwO brush! And they can go sell their lies somewhere else where other stupid trusting people can get duped too.

so there!
now i'm going to get more sleep.
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Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 2:03 PM on

The Sands of Time

{*} This. In absolute pain. My sister said I looked like a ghost. I was in a pink shirt that had faded to near white, white trackpants, and my face was pale from all the rolling about on the bed in agony. Yeah. Anna the Ghost. Beware. Still, I was able to walk about nearly a kilometre without fainting, this morning. Hurray! I think I was very naggy this morning. I spent about 30 minutes screaming at the kid. Must be the hormonal adjustments.

{*} Tomorrow. It's the Day for all Mothers tomorrow. I have yet to get or make something for my mother. And my sister is pestering me to go to the mall. I just cannot enlist enough energy to move about. My knees are shivering, mind you! Arh. In less than a month, it is back to the torture chambers. I am SO not looking forward to that. And did I mention how much I hate living here sometimes? Moviebuffs must now be either super rich kids or very rich kids. 10 dollars for a weekend ticket. I can get use that to eat for a day! Top up another 4 bucks, and I can get the VCD. But the feeling is different yeah? Is it worth it though to spend 10 bucks to be able to sit in with the masses to watch an at most 3hr sometime mindless show? I would rather shoot some pools. Or spend another day cycling in Ubin. At least I can suntan and lose a kg. LoL.

My, my. Naggy me.
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And so I realised.

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 1:46 AM on Friday, May 06, 2005

The One Day

{*} I knew it was bad when. When I missed the bus! I felt like smacking the bus driver. They were doing some construction work on the traffic light so its not working. The best part was the bus moved, THEN the green man started flashing. Emmit! Today, someone nearly got hurt. Tee tested my patience to the max. In fact, I already lost it. I was very close to punching Tee's face. I cannot believe what an Angel I can be at times when it comes down to this. Seriously, if I was not patient, her face would be wrecked like a year ago already. But I told myself, patience~. 10 points for Anna! :) The rest of my day was fine. Thankfully.

Sometimes I can be so lazy I hate myself. Tsk! *slaps slaps* And I hope this pain goes away soon. I need to be able to move. And I cannot handle the moodiness that comes with it.

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Leave me to love.

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 5:39 PM on Thursday, May 05, 2005

Happy 050505!!!


Arh. I would drop everything to live this sort of Life. The hardcores. Salt and sweat.

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Buy 4D.
Or go on..
wish for something.

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:26 AM on Wednesday, May 04, 2005

The Face


This is how I imagined the lady to look like while she happily scraped my face.

{*} Aftermath. Like cleaning up the debris and the dead bodies after war, I calculated my own casualties after the fun-filled weekend. Remember that it was totally sun, sun, sun.. and then the heavy downpour.. but the face remained the badly-injured! No bruises or anything, just that the face was so dry.. I was in a panic! Panic! And thus, I headed for a facial.. typical girly wirly huh? I had no other alternatives. What I hate most about a facial is how it felt like my face was raped! Like, it was really tortured to reach a better state. And especially when the person squeezed the blackheads, ergh, felt like she was scraping my face. But well, nothing beats touching a smoother skin at the end.

This is so bimbotic an entry.

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Why does everyone I see look like you?

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 11:46 AM on Sunday, May 01, 2005

The Island Life

{*} Penat. Damn tiring. Left buttcheek is a bit hurting. And the nose is burnt while the rest of the face shows screaming signs for the moisturizers. Intense suntan. Spent the major part of my day in Ubin, cycling. I tell you. That was a blast. Power. Intense adventure. Haha. We cycled and headed to Noordin Beach, but at a "crossroad", my friend actually hit her boyfriend from the back. She was too fast, since it was a downward slope. And the best part is, she looked at the back and did not see her boyfriend in front. The bicycle's front tyre became crooked and they walked back, while the rest just cycled slowly in front. Then there was the downpour, and us cycling through the rain, with the eyes being our only shields. I fell while cycling offtrack, hurting my left buttcheek. Hehe. It was fun and a blast as we ate our foods by the beach after cycling madly.

{*} The End. Ends can be nasty but tonight was fantabulousest at its fantabulousest!!! :) Hehe. After changing and drying ourselves, we headed to the May Day Concert in Esplanade. We collected our free food from MacDonalds and KFC. At the end, there was the most beautiful display of fireworks!!! Even better than the NDP's, at least for last year. There is a huge improvement in the style of the fireworks. I was gaping in awe. It's the best weekend, man. Although..

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 10:43 AM on

The Burnt Nose

{*} Birthday Part 1. Me and my best friends headed out to celebrate our birthdays yesterday. It was fun, and a whole load of a relaxation time for me. I felt so unwound after everything. Like, there is nothing else to worry about already. Haha. We met up at Harbour Front Mrt Control Station. And headed out to Sentosa! Yeah, there was the talk-c*ck session, the suntan, the swim, the me trying so hard to climb onto my friend's shoulders in the water and failing miserably. Hehe. There was the binge-ing on Pringles Sour Cream & Onion. Yeah, they know my taste yeah? And then, there was the bathing together in the open, in the toilet of course, with a line of girls watching us bath. LoL. Oh, and it was so hot, my nose got burnt. Suntanned so well arh. *chuckles*

{*} And there is TODAY. I will be heading out to Pulau Ubin for a cycling trip with the girls. There will be a lovely ending to our celebration at night. Trust me, I will type it here later. Hehe. Oh and this means, by the time I come home, I will be sunbaked through and through. I hope my nose wont get badly burnt! Argh!

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Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*