At 2:52 PM on
Friday, September 30, 2005
Week has been nuts! Crazy! Wacky! So what is a sane Anna to do on her Saturday? Spend it outside going crazy herself, that's what! Heh. I shall look forward to a day of rounds of Scrabble- please bow before your Scrabble Master, Dukes of Hazzard, and I am going to shop!!! Hee Hee. Eddy, I know the tragedy of the loss of your TopShop card, but please bring along the eheh.. replacement receipt. Hee Hee.
(this space is left for the fibs of imagination) Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:20 PM on
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
february's mistake
september's reminder
march's grace
............
two complete opposite situations took place today- the first brought my knees to a state of trembling i never knew- the feeling of having to perform a grand show and not confident of making it- or knowing that trouble is brewing. because i met my february's fucking greatest mistake of my life. to which i cried so bitterly, knowing i never learnt my lesson and setting my self on fire. i resolved to forget it, and it sat right in front of me while i was on the escalator up to marina square. what was felt could never be described in words- the blast from the past. and then much later at night, i encountered this japanese tourist who is here on business, asking me for directions. and darn, he is like a carbon copy of Mocha! the resemblance was uncanny! yes, alot of things happened since then but Mocha will always be my favourite boy. our connection is one no one can ever understand. i am glad he remains a friend. what is this. meeting my painful memory and then my sweet reminders. what is the catch here? what is God trying to tell me?
and speaking of which, i miss a number of people. i miss my best friends. i miss eddy and playing scrabble and food-testing. heh. i miss my mother. i miss mocha and his harassment- this is the part where i hate career life. i miss adi and hanging out doing nothing but eat. i miss ahmad. i miss aisha. i miss the old times. i miss it all. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:22 PM on
Monday, September 26, 2005
maybe it is destiny
after all
....
the world is conspiring against me having a rest. well, thanks! today, after tee, i went to holland village to chill out.. my friend who is having some problems came over to meet me. later i went to watch a movie.. Devil's Rejects. Caution: Do not watch this movie. Just dont. Even me who loves Happy Tree Friends.. am telling you DO NOT WATCH this movie. It is FREAKING DISGUISTING. An hour plus after watching the movie, adi called and asked me to watch another movie with his friends. so i did. and we watched Brother Grimm. Cute movie. Except for the err.. devouring and gobbling up part. at first i didnt want to watch the second movie.. but i thought.. what the heck.. i am out.. so just watch lar.. lucky i did because then i bumped into my old buddy, sha. hee hee. she working in some cool boutique called the Goddess. heh. tomorrow back to my 7.2!!! and my exboyfriend called again. i think it is to pick another fight la har. so i just cannot be bothered to pick it up- especially after that Double O incident. Ack. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:21 PM on
Saturday, September 24, 2005
i am not in the mood to talk
i am not in the mood to sms
so i guess i shall just blog
.........
happy moments of the day include scrabble with eddy, lunch with eddy, sleep, shopping. i realise that my taste for scents are getting stronger- in the sense that maybe last time i can settle with like sweet lingering scents.. but now i relate more to the sharper scents. i guess this goes with my own perception on things now too. to have a stronger stand. or whatever you think I mean lar eh. i met my friend,K. and he is single. so i asked him why. i asked him.. is it because 1) u cannot find an eligible girl 2) u are turning gay 3) u are gay and 4) all of the above. he told me then, he remained single because he believes in THE girl. as in, fairy tale sorta romance la. so sweet right? didnt know such guys exist still. he told me he will not just choose anyone who comes along. whoa, great. anyway, right now, i am in such a foul mood so it is best not to disturb me. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:47 AM on
Argh. I am fed up liao.
You do what you want lar.
I do what I have to do.
Fugger.
...........
With 7 minutes more to getting ready to meet Eddy for our unofficial Scrabble Championship League.. heh.. I hereby, blog. There are a lot of thoughts going through my head lately- wait, I am lying. heh. I am online- but never really is at the pc- guess where I am- pigging away on the bed. wait, isnt pigging away eating? no, i am mostly found in hibernation mode.
i crave to eat a lot of stuff. yesterday these are the foods that pop inside my head- mutton chop- no thanks to my supper experience, french fries, sausages, and calamari. See. I am getting so... urgh. But never mind.. so me and Eddy will eat at Far East and I shall have a good meal.
Damn, why am I talking about food in such glorious manner? I am reminded of my malay teacher now- who dotes on me like nobody's business- anyway, there was once while he was teaching, he said.. "i find no real reason to eat. you only feel the taste of the food on the tongue and once it goes down your throat, it is gone." =_= lame right, my teacher. okay lar. that was factual. but one should celebrate the glory of food even on the tastebuds!!
everyone.. go.. go have a good meal! it IS saturday after all. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 2:44 AM on
Friday, September 23, 2005
because this is going to
be about you
damn you
.........
first entry of the day in the wee hours of the morning. see- illogical first sentence- but i suppose you catch my drift. day was good. noon was good. afternoon was peaceful and serene- thanks to the mellow rainfall. evening was social. night was relaxing. i was smiling to myself- ahh.. some sorta good day here we have. and then, around half past one in the morning.. which is about an hour ago (plus plus), this fucker of an exboyfriend of mine smsed me this "hey, let's meet up." yeah okay, i thought okay, this guy seemed super sober and fine.. maybe a little meet up and a little chit chat will be fine. Okay, i said, we will meet but what time? suddenly, he start acting like the damn fucker that he is again. He still can tell me oh i am at double o now. i was already starting to get pissed then. but maintaining a calm composure, i asked.. so well, what time do you want to meet? he still can tell me.. oh i end at 3 am.. i was thinking, still acceptable.. then guess what he smsed me after that? "want to do what?" like a fugger right? then i still, refusing to turn nasty, suggested supper. guess what the fucker who was at double o at this time said? "i have no money." God damn all fucking liars. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 1:07 PM on
Thursday, September 22, 2005
let's make a fair deal here
you give me back what i gave
exactly the way it came to you
fugger!
.........
i am dying to read. i am in serious need of the ultimate combo of sun+swim+tan+Scrabble+books+gossips. heh. eddy, see that? heh. oh, apart from that solution to probably cure me from my state of dead-ness, i am also currently in this phase of not wanting to reply to any smses or answer any calls on my phone. it is like getawayfrommeletmebealone mode. on tuesday, some commercial agent approached me, and asked me to come down. but lazy sia. i just cannot be bothered. as again. heh.
..........
i couldn't help smiling, baby.
nor could i end speculating.
but still... damn you. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 4:38 AM on
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
A goodnight msg.
A goodnight kiss.
Did you think I was stupid?
Fuck you.
..............
truth be told. i am exhausted. look at the time now. 4.41am. what a virgin hour to be up. 41 minutes ago, i just came home from supper with my friend. and it is my second time to have supper in my entire life. eating after 10 plus has never been a practise. and i feel so stupidly sleepy now- those kinda sleepiness infused with guilt because you may not know where are all the calories heading to. and then it was talk/gossip/talk/gossip. hehe. my friend had a pass to meet BEP live.. but i was exhausted to go.
i am ready to knockout completely. and i think my sleep will last a long good while. so eddy, wednesday is an impossibility,- if you are reading this uh. However Scrabble Friday is confirmed. O'briens. set.
now, if you all don't mind. it is time to hit the snooze. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:56 PM on
Monday, September 19, 2005
Darling, I saw what I needed to see.
Fuck you.
.............
The best part of today is.. wait.. the worst part of today is Tee- as usual. The rest of the day was YiPPeeEdoOOdaAhhh.. eheh~. I met Eddy before Tee to play scrabble. I have always loved wordplay so Scrabble is fun! We took 45 minutes to finish a round- with entertainingly rude interjections by those secondary school boys who surely have nothing better to do but disturb others. *rolls eyes. I ate the French chicken meal at BK. I wonder if the Chicken comes from France. Hey, what is clucking in French? :p
Part 2 of Games was Monopoly at Marina Square- we decided to move from Esplanade because well, you wont want to see money flying into the river. Plus! It was wise, considering how overexcited we all became. Eheh. I didnt enter bankruptcy, but of course the winner is the one who killed everyone's necks with her uber expensive property- hello, trespassing will cost a setback of like over 10K! Tsk. But. It was all uber uber fun. Let's do that again, sometime. Scrabble, anyone? [Eddy, appointment. Quick.]
-i like my new blogskin. you like? you dont? your pasal. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 2:06 PM on
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Wah. No more. No more!! No more chocolates for me! On Thursday, I had gone to Maxbrenner's with farv for waffles with chocolate. Then we ate chicken rice. Can u imagine? Ack. Then yesterday, I went swensen's and ate the sour( sth) club square with my girlfriend. And after that, I met adi who treated me to subway, and then after walking and walking.. we went to One Fullerton and had not one, not two, but 3 desserts at Bakerz'in! Wahliew. There was the strawberry tart (and we are not talking normal cheapo strawberry tart here) - full of strawberries, and the tart part was soooo niceee, and I had a Japanese strawberry shortcake. Then we shared this plate of profiteroles- some puffs with vanilla ice-cream and chocolate fudge. Then we had herbal teas-Lavender and Peppermint. We walked into Fullerton Hotel and looked at the chocolate buffet stuffs. Hrm. Yummy. But no more! No more desserts!!! ArggghhH!!!! Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:29 PM on
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Sweetheart,
you asked me.
"Why do you love me?"
I never got round
to answer it.
And though now it is too late
I wish to say it anyway
Darling, your
persistence
move me.
Your broke through to
what no one else could.
And then it was the way you
smiled.
And then it was the way you
laughed.
The way your eyes would
squint and the light would shine
in your eyes.
It was in the way you listened.
And allowed me to cry when
you know I need to.
You were not perfect, baby.
And you did not love me
perfectly.
But it was for all your
imperfections that
I love you.
Sweetheart,
you asked me.
"Why do you love me?"
................................
You know I love you so. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:01 PM on
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Who said time heals all wounds?
I think it was me before I met you.
Your silver chains have slit my wrists,
When I fell in love I never asked for this.
All this time and I still can't see,
How your poisoned mind still poisons me.
The silver chains around your neck
Cut my throat when you turn your back.
I've tried so hard to keep control,
But the thought of you
Keeps tearing at my soul. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:14 AM on
I am tired of my own Life
Tired of the late-night reflections
Tired of the many expectations
that I have
that they all have
I don't care much for Love
I don't want Love
I don't believe in lovers
I do believe in friends
I believe in brothers
Yesterday
my spirits were killed
And today
I mourn their death.
And anyway, in the morning, I am quite pissed la. I am happily asleep and then I was woken up by house-viewers. Argh. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:31 PM on
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Time start : 2.31am
Current mood : Refreshed (I just showered, duh.)
Current song : Bittersweet symphony by the Verve.
Such an Untimely Hour... to blog. Yes, I know. But when your body just go through some sort of shut down in the day, the eye refuses to shut throughout the rest of your waking hours. And that is me. now. And tomorrow.. yes tomorrow... I will be gone. Away for a while to a world where there is no Time, where there is no Rush, where there is no Stress, where there is no Portfolios, but.. there is still Chee...... tsk.
You know what. I thought it would get easier. I had gone through this before. I survived, didnt I? But this is different. So different. It had moved me so much, when I was nearly dead. It woke me up. It shook me from my dreams. It brought me from the skies back onto the solid ground. It made me real. In fact, too real that I betrayed myself. I hated the fact that I had mellowed, weakened, because of my own givingthebenefitofthedoubt nature.
Love.. and me.. *laughs. Just now, my buddy told me that I am sweet.. and asked me when will I be taken.. I became a hyena for like 10 minutes.. I said, "If you can show me one that is devoid of theatrics, drama, pretense, has more action than talk, then I will be pleased enough to sign up for that."
....................
But you and me
It could have been
p e r f e c t. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 11:28 PM on
Monday, September 05, 2005
You know
I miss the nights
we spent
together
Tell me how do I forget
Os weetheart
When the midnight
was when we come
alive
And the rest of my waking
hour is spent
dying away for you.
Complain #1: Never allow a man to touch your hair- yes in a salon. Especially seemingly untrained doofus who owned the shop but oh well, have no real experience in the area- not if you count pretending to have an experience. Well, the story went this way: I was out with dear Eddy.. who else is my kaki jalan ar ar.. and then I had this sudden need to wash my hair. And we were in Holland village then. So after surveying prices, I took the cheapest rate. And boy, was the experience cheap as well. The guy washing my hair, really washed my hair off, there was soap in my ears, and get this, there were sprays of water on my clothes. I wonder if he was trying to bathe me or shampoo my hair. Speaking of which, when he shampooed my hair, it was like scrubbing toilet floor tiles? ARGH!
Complain #2: Shops should not display spring rolls when they actually sell wrapped up weird ingredients and then fry them. Just because it was rolled up and fried, dont meant it comes close to being a spring roll. So, stop lying.
Complain #3: I need to sleep.
Oh, and Ms Chee.. muacks! wakkakakaka~ Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 12:33 PM on
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Yesterday something rather quirky and amusing happened. lol.
Yesterday I also realised something.
My stand and my conclusion still hasnt changed.
Who cares about the rest of the field.
...........................
love me and leave me
leave me to love
that was the beginning
ironically it ended that way. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
