At 5:17 AM on
Saturday, December 31, 2005
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A Hole In One.. Happy New Year?_*Look at the time. 9:26pm on a pretty Saturday night. But it isnt just any Saturday night. It is THE Saturday night. It is the lastdayof2005usheringinthefirstof2006 night. And look what I am doing. Blogging away when I should be out there, sweating along with the crowd, gazing at the fireworks, screaming along with the rest the last 10 seconds of the year. I was supposed to be out, but recent turn of events have changed everything.
Should? Nah~. No obligations. Some say this celebration is too hyped up. Eventually it is just another turn in history. But then again, don't we all celebrate every single turn in history. birthdays included, even in the most simplest of ways. Today, I am just celebrating at home with the family. As how it should be. *grinz.
Resolutions for the coming year? I am not so sure. I guess I let the flow of events decide. I am just going to keep an open mind to anything that comes along my way. Give people more chances, be more wary of my decisions, have fun, be happy, spend time with family and friends, spreading the love as how it should be.
For my friends out there, I hope the New Year is witness to happier days and smiles on your faces. Less tears, less heartbreaks. Hope y'all enjoyed your celebrations! Happy New Year, I guess. Heh. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 10:08 AM on
Friday, December 30, 2005
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Show me a Star_*It is nearly that time of the year again. NYE- New Year's Eve. Celebrations go crazy. Parties all over the island. Or on that ever so famous island of Sentosa. People get themselves pissed drunk. Resolutions are made, only to be broken throughout the year.
For me, it's reflections. 2005 saw me having fun, sedated through some months, euphoric through some, crushed in others. Did some reflections with some of my good mates. Like Vin, who is in the picture with me, scolded me because to him, my losing the one I love most was my own mistake. Oh well. Perhaps.
Anyway, after the meeting today, I met Vin. My good friend. Played pool. I won 4 games! Hurrah! Heh. We had dinner and chilled at PS starbucks. Caught up on a lot of stuffs. This makes me miss the rest of my peeps yeah. Some are on holidays right now. Some are just.. missing. Anyhow.. the meeting today kind of irritated me. Well, at least, someone did. someone was a disappointment. It just sorta suck having to face this kind of feeling every day. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 4:58 AM on
Thursday, December 29, 2005
I Wanna Be Adored_*there is something oddly familiar about this particular setting. a dark room. pc on. stone roses blasted out aloud. a warm cup of tangerine water on the table. and me.
anyway, encountered another freaking attitude problem. her royal highness wanted to go to the toilet to put on her makeup. she disappeared when we went to the shoe shop. then we tried to find her in a toilet. no luck. called. she was at another. okay. so i went in to the other one. all i said was,"wah wah. so pretty going for a date ar?"
and then. she started nagging. nag. nag. nag. nag. naggg.. so i left. poor eddy is sick. that shanghainese woman. haha. rest well, eddy! and thank you times 90128309218319028319283192083 for getting me that Limited Edition OST!!!! Argh. I fainted when i opened the package lor! heh. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 5:41 AM on
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Insomnia, I fear ya_*Okay, okay. wanted to blog for the past few days but just could not get round to it. went out with my buddy on sunday and had a maxbrenner's feast. haha. we had waffles (my favourite), the suckao (dark chocolate) and the mexican spices and red chilli hot chocolate. the last one really scratched our throats. after that, we sat at the esplanade rooftop and analysed the people around us, reading their body language. for the first time i walked at night across granger road. that was scary okay. but my buddy was with me, so it was not so bad. but we got lost in river valley. tsk. and it was at night, okay. =S.
That was Sunday. Then... it was Monday with Joe! As I said to Jo, I found it funny that someone can just happily sit infront of me for 35 minutes before coming over to say hello. -Weird-. Prince Joe cannot eat at coffeeshops, so we headed for Swensens. *winks. Lol. Spent a good hour in there... before we watched Narnia! Jo is basically one of the nicer people I meet, but he is really really shy, at least to me. Woit! No need to be so shy with me la. It's Anna. Not the White witch of Narnia okay. Will I hear from this shy boy again? Lol*.Welcome home, EDDY! I forgive thee for not bringing home my cheongsam. So smart of you to buy me that Perhaps Love ost. *winks. tsk. YOU READ ME! Haha. Eddy. Some things need to be addressed. In order.. scrabble, swim, suntan, windowshop, topshopping. Movies await, too. Tsk. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 9:28 PM on
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Bintang Lu!_* Haha. Back from holidaying. Stayed at Holiday Inn. Effing expensive, can. I had a christmas breakfast. Well, they prepared that for the hotel guests... so... eat! eat! I took a mound of sliced beef bacon. Sedap! Haha. There was this one part when I was trying on clothes and there was this blackout in the shopping center. I was keeping calm, but when I could not find my mobile, I was starting to be a teeny weeny bit panicky. I was angry, after that, of course, because there was no apologies whatsoever from the management. tsk. Argh.
Anyways, Ed is gone. Shivering and surely enjoying herself in Shanghai. And of all times! I am having this mega-temptation to shop! I need to get perfume and shoes, Eddy! Heh. I wonder if Eddy can even find a web-bar to read this. Hahahahaha!
Love,Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 3:32 AM on
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Leaving Them All Behind Monday night shattered me. This seems to be happening on a pretty regular basis. I say ENOUGH! I held out my faith so long and so earnestly that it gets stepped on like nobody's business. And indifference. Oh, how I abhor indifference.
The picture on the left is of me and my best friends on our trip last Saturday. My bruise got worst because of this Ah Beng who banged into me. Amazing how I am always in the middle in most pictures. Heh.
Had a rather unsettling week. Went out with Adi on sunday. As usual, there were so much things to talk about. Nobody gets bored with adi. Except that i was tired so i asked to leave early, at about 1 am. i am going away again this friday. i am not sure when i will be back though.
Joe's love story is rather sad. So is Vin's. So is many of my dear guy friends or girl friends, as far as I hear. If love hurts so much, then what is the point yeah.
Love,Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 4:53 AM on
Friday, December 16, 2005
Wild night.
Wild bruises.
Wild after-night.
Really wild after-night.
My sweetheart sent me home.
I <3 him so. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 4:08 AM on
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
irritating cab drivers. now, now, i never seek to bring them down or whatsoever, but sometimes their antics or their purely blurness drive me insane. why the heck do i flag a cab down? because you are supposed to bring me to places i wanna go. right? right. and when doing so, you should know your destination, and how to get to your destination? [i am not going to touch on the fact that you drive at a killer turtle speed of 50km/h here]. yesterday night, i was on the way home from jalan kayu. so i took a cab. this cab driver... O EM GEE.. did not know where is the TPE. Or whatever expressways you call them. He does not know what is Sengkang. Come on, if I were to be in this cab 5 years ago, yeah I can probably relate to that blurness. And it is not as if I said I wanna go to AbuBuChaBor Lane or something. there was once i took a cab and this guy asked me how to get to my destination. i was quite peeved so i said "i dont know. are you not the driver?" i do not seek to offend, but i think when one think of a cab driver, he or she should be expertly equipped with knowledge of the country's roads.
honestly i do not understand the havetogetaboyfriendgirlfriendorelseiwilldie attitude of some people these days. what happens to beautiful, true love stories? a love story should happen naturally. He is for her, she is for him. and they know they are each other's ONES. they inspire each other to love one another, not because it is a need to fill up a void in your heart, or to make you feel less lonely. In fact, without this One, you should be healthy person on your own. at this rate, nobody respects the true value of Love and the beauty of its meaning anymore.
Today's Sweet day largely became Retro Day. Naggings and rantings all around, in fair doses. People should learn to be less stuck up about themselves. I did try to be sweet. There was really nothing in the wardrobe that even whispered sweet.
*inserts sarcastic wink here* Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 10:38 PM on
Saturday, December 10, 2005
ever wondered what is it really like to want to spend your entire life with just one person? i think that is crazy. why one person? why your entire life? is it love? or is it love that will later turn into a routine, a package of responsibilities? i find this a strange issue.
yesterday, i had an ex smsing me, begging me to call him. that was at 4am. but i did call, because the smses were getting irritating and he was not really himself. i talked. but i found myself feeling sad at his change. i know i am no goody two shoes, but when i left him, i did not know what i left has slowly turned monstrous. someone with almost no humane feelings left. to see him trying to numb his pain in this way was saddening.
anyway, tomorrow is skirtday. but i am going against the rules. ha ha. because i am going out with adi after school, and i cannot cannot wear skirt!!! i shall not do forfeit either!!!
*insert maniacal laughter here* Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 5:58 AM on
How is my new blog layout huh? Like it? Haha. As if I care if YOU like it. *inserts maniacal laughter here*. I know the tingshan part here and there really is a spoiler.. but she is the creator of this layout. do i look like i have the freaking time to create my own!!!??? haha. kidding.
anyway, this entry is supposed to talk about the change of layout but if i talk too much i might appear to be nagging. but to who? myself. haha. i changed it because i was bored with the previous one. actually, no. it was more like i began to find the previous layout depressing for some odd reason. maybe its the combination of colors. perhaps perhaps perhaps.
more update later. too tired to nag. oops. blog. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 7:45 AM on
Friday, December 09, 2005
a topshop a day
keeps the frowns away.
...
went on a date with one of the most important people in my life.my mother. *winks. finished my meeting with certain peoples- something stupid happened then but as again, i maintained my cool.. more about that later. and then. picked my mother up. went out on town. we went to the best library in the world. haha. i am not exaggerating. i might make that place my 3rd home or something. it is so huge i can get lost in it. which is good. coz i prefer to remain unidentified. hehe. and i like the photocopy room. nobody uses it. and the auntie was nice. (: and the resources available was fantastic. hurrah hurrah. so i guess if i ever run away, find me here okay.
next up. shopping. heh. i bought 2 bras. and i was a bit silly at the cashier counter. i actually screamed i want more bras.. the auntie in front of me laughed at me. hrm. okay. whatever. and then i went to topshop! and bought a top. damage damage. wallet broken. tsk. had fishball noodle. so nice. hrm.damage damage.
next up. i think if any guy wants to woo me, well if there ever is... or if it is my birthday.. or... any gift presentations, just get me DKNY BeDelicious. No need to think further. This perfume drives me nuts. Be it on guy.. oops. Or on myself.
next up next up! Ministry of Sounddd!!!! whoosHhH! okay. no. kidding. let us talk abt the farked up situation. which if it had not happened, my day would be perfectly happy. like a dream. i have not had a happy day like that for too long ever since nazree. but of course, someone had to give me shit at the start. i thought i was overestimating this mate's pettiness. but oh boy oh boy, i was only underestimating it. ever heard of self-intiative.. the world does not revolve around you no matter how you fantasise... we are not your private slaves... or how about this. you are my farking assistant and the only assistance i seem to get from you is your 24 hour 7 days a week whining and criticism as if the world is not good enough for you and you cannot wait to get back to Venus. oh yes i digress. or how about this. saying that i was shallow before. that i pretend nothing happen. i was not pretending. NOTHING happened. you happened. get it. YOU happened. i thought .. at first. okay shit.. the mate complained to the other absent mate. so i must be dead meat. but *insert hysterical laugh here*, it was you criticizing this absent mate that your time is wasted. wooOhOO. wait.. ever heard of independence.. and the world will not die and collapse if one freaking ant died.. the world still revolves.. get it... oh and then you sent an "encouraging" sms to my other mate who was present.. as if my mate owed you something... really???? you mean it was an obligation??? OMG. O EM GEE. so you mean, we are not motivated. OH EM GEE. then there was supposed to be clarification. sorry. ... WHAT clarification? i must have missed something somewhere. did i put my muddy feet on your red carpet?stop trying to save the world. you are hurting its inhabitants. so i am being the bitch now issit? let us get the equation right here. i am sure you do at least basic maths?
you being a bitch = me being a bitch back to you
and then you will be running a search on Yahoo, wondering how THAT was a math equation.
OH EM GEE. by the way, this is my blog aight. so if you happened to read it.. and happened to think you want to get offended and start sending smses or calling the newspapers.. please remember..
"its my blog and i have every right to air my views"
yes yes. OH EM GEE. AIR THEM.
next up. i had a weird wardrobe inspiration today. i dont know. while i was sleeping. this outfit came to my head. i have wardrobe inspirations in my sleep.
i was wearing cheongsam today. BLACK. eheh.
okay. this blog is long. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 6:33 AM on
Thursday, December 08, 2005
what counts as flareups and what doesn't.
did i ever mention i love topshop ******? i just saw a nice variety! hrmz. and i surveyed the jeans with eddy just now. okaylahhh. expensive. but i cannot seem to like the color? i guess i am really choosy. tsk tsk tsk. very tired of people now. certain people. never mind. they don't read this blog, so they will never know. anyway they* can be anyone right? can be my pet cat, pet rabbit or even my nails!
i like Perhaps Love. slow, yet meaningfully sensual. but i dont really like the way the actor and the actress kissed. more like they had to do it. like there is a big gun behind the camera aiming at them. they did not look like they wanted to do it. ok, i think i made my point. takeshi made my day, anyway.
work is on the escalators now. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 2:35 AM on
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
did you check out my video?
yo yo yo... my recent greeting to fellow Msn-ers. lazy fingers aint bothered much to type a simple hello. lousy right. let me see. what to talk about arh... had fever last night. in the end, i slept on the cold floor.. and i sort of cooled down. my fever seems to be hovering like a fly around me. there but not there but certainly there kinda case.
went down to do survey on eddy's behalf. so hot i nearly melted onto the pavements. doing survey is not fun. especially when you get screamed at by residents. sad. ): hrm. but job gets done and that is all that matters at the end of the day. (:
eddy is going to watch Perhaps Love with me on Monday. NO KIVs! KIVs never exist in this world. Haha. and Perhaps Topshop is coming soon on Monday too. Hee Hee. And Tee! Definitely Tee on Monday. I wonder if Tee will come back refreshed or rotten from boredom. shopped before i went home. only a bit of accessories la. there were M&Ms dancing in CPT! Woohoo! Okay, I think im blogging nonsense because im hungry. Am I? Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 8:22 AM on
Saturday, December 03, 2005
At first i figured i wanted my blog entry to just look like this ... "some places should not exist, so do some morons. fark you all. All of you.." and then i figured again, that it is not enough for my extremely angered soul. i need the entire space i possibly need to type out my rantings from A to Z. today is quite an angry day. too tired to go into details. dealing with people now is like dealing with warring soldiers, whose guns and whatnots are ready to be whipped out and utilised to its maximum-est (yes if there is such a word) potential. constantly, i grit my teeth, bite my tongue to prevent myself from saying the shouldnotbesaidbutmaybebetteroffsaid words. relax, anna, relax anna. count 123.... 1... 2... damn..
achieving absolute closure. hard. hard... but needed at this point of time. went through another tiff. yeah yeah. this issue getting over rated. gotta deal with it properly this time. as if i can. but at least i want to try. i have no idea what his motive is either. all the sweetness. all the fencing. bad tango.
time for goody two shoes to sleep. Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
At 1:01 AM on
Friday, December 02, 2005
There is nothing u can say to me
that can change my mind
i gotta let you go now
nothing will ever be the same
so just be on your way
go ahead and do your thing now
there is no more to explain to me you know
i know you came on and feeling what you do
well im bouncing
and im out
i gotta leave you alone
these days, one can see the fatigue and exhaustion on everyone else's faces. as for me, all i remember is the trip to and from school, the tons of editing, planning, thinking. project meetings almost on a daily basis for long periods of time is more than enough to drive me mad. even little perks here and there seem to fade into the background, as if invisible. i want to watch harry potter.. but no time, no kaki. i want to watch Perhaps Love.. that is coming soon.. and BSB! hahaha... me and eddy were going nuts singing their oldie goldie songs.. they are coming down here finally..! and there is no time for shopping.. as if i have any spare cash to begin with.. i am still thinking of perfumes.. i dont care much for the rest of my wardrobe.. haha. okay i am so tired. have things to do again later. so going to ZZzzZzZ. daa~ Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*
