At 3:26 AM on Saturday, March 18, 2006

These moments that I miss most_*


I miss the moments when we just gossip in school. when we do superbly crazy things. laugh over the stupidest things. the hotdog in the library. the pressurizing moments of deadlines. the pressurizing moments of the uncooperative team mate. it is all in my head. bad or not bad.. i dont know.. but i do miss the good times. almost expected, after graduation, people just change. drift away, busy with own pursuits. at this point i just wish to say.. life is nothing. nothing without your family and friends. success can be pursued. but once you lose your friends.. that connection with your family.. it will be too late once you realise.. you would be too far behind. so make the most of the relationships around you. with their support.. your success would be more felt. and of course, even after this.. there will be people who will disappear.. people who will say "but i have got this.. that .. this that..." let's just let Time show us this same scenario again and again.


Saturday again. My first weekend! Ah the liberation! The freedom!!! La la la la~ So spent it playing scrabble with eddy.. becoming a fast hobby.. although many others said we are just so weird. but who cares? ha ha ha ha. always enjoyed my scrabbie sessions. hehehehe. even gotten myself a topshop top! hehe.. and before i went home, i visited Kimage and had a hair cut. Of course.. the trainee actually splashed water on my shirt! tsk.. then the rest of the crew were like sorry sorry sorry.. and they actually blowdry my shirt.. ahha.. okaylar.. sorta like my new hair.. (: la la la~ and yes.. lunch money should go to more topshop shortdresses cum .. cum.... ? ehhy.


Time to rest.
and oh oh oh oh~... RIVERMAYA IS TRES MAGNIFIQUE!!!!!!!!!

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 4:46 AM on Monday, March 06, 2006


Tiles and Letters


Eddy's birthday yesterday. As of course, we went out today and had a delicious yummy chicken rice.. at Arab st. My second time.. and I love the taste still. Maybe I should be there for another third time.. and let mr Faiz serve me.. la la la~ *winks. I find today interesting.. because, hurrah hurrah, we are out of the superbly mundane town. Anyway, in my opinion, the entire orchard road now better buck up. Marina Square is a very strong competitor and with chillout places more scenic (ie Esplanade and the outskirts of Marina sq itself..), who wants to stroll through town over and over again?


Life ever since the end of school was.. well rather exhausting. I caught up on much deprived sleep and much deprived outings with friends.. go for interviews.. but the priority now is rest. Well.. seriously.. I need it. Okay. The depression hasnt set in fully yet but just now's little incidents here and there sort of still upset and worry me.


And it did not help that I had to turn away 2 people yesterday..made me feel like a heartless robot.
and people asking me out.. well.. seriously. i rather go out with the people who i am most comfortable with.. this allergy thing discomforts me.. and irritates me.. not many can understand that.. i don't know man.. been meeting people whose sole aim is to get a life partner.. and i dont share that perspective..


nothing makes sense for now.

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*



At 10:44 AM on Wednesday, March 01, 2006

These people scare me

Lately I am putting something to a test. Although I know.. and most probably, it's going to backfire and scream Ha Ha at me. There is this one person. Who seems to see all the joy and light in me. Thinks I am an angel that dropped from the sky. Some sort of an answered prayer. Sometimes I think one should see the different expressions on my face when I am alone, holding my phone. The huh? what the? yeah right. roll eyes. kinda expressions. haha. Apparently he thinks HE's the light and joy of MY life. The things he say... if i were a 10 yr old kid, i would have probably felt like mickey mouse and crew came to my doorstep to say hello. And if i were 17, maybe i would feel like donald trump just lent me his plastic. but im freaking ** and all these word shits just aint cutting it. Let's see how long this charades can hold up.

Love,
Lady under the Invisibility Cloak*